Days like these remind me why pursuing your passions are worth it.
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04.58am
And that fate works in a really really incomprehendable but amazing way- perhaps mere humans were made not to understand it.
So rehearsal ended around 1am, with me not even realising it was past midnight (i cant be cinderella)
And then we gathered in a circle and hugged each other singing a song I still dont know but made me tear up
We were like "Ok pep talk should be on competition day"
Then uncle jer said "Ok a short one today we'll finish by 1.35am"
But everyone had a go, we cried and laughed together and roasted each other and we passed tissues around hahahaha
It was so precious
And then we headed down and lay down on the floor to get a whale photo of ourselves from the reflection on the mirrored ceiling
That was nice hahahaa lowkey camping under the stars (we are the stars)
Then we walked to supper singing WWE theme songs hahaha I cant believe I spared them from singing Sexy boy!!!!
And it was extra nice cause yesterday I walked the same route alone but not anymore ayy
But yes I dont even know why I was emotional- is it pride, and love, and the fact that we've come so far
I have no idea
But everytime I see demonix rehearse I want to cry cause theyre so amazing
And when I see how hard my group works, I feel blessed everytime that they have the heart to keep trying.
And my RVN is as amazing ♡
Most importantly we are one Harmonix.
It's so touching to see the alumnis and val stay back with us till 2am to rehearse like honestly a few things the members said in the circle resonates with me;
Harmonix is a huge part of my life, im blessed to ever be here, and im glad im still here.
I hate thinking of close shaves, yet it is the best thing to reflect on.
What if ZX decided to leave us after the external showcase in April?
What if Mark joined choir instead of us?
What if Matthias and Sam didnt manage to find out we exist just cause noone was there to tell them?
What if I didnt get into my dream course and didnt meet JM who promoted this club on the very first day?
What if I wasnt even interested to try- I wasnt even aware of a cappella that much but now im an expert k hahaha kidds
But yes im just so proud of each and every one of the members and I hope we all grow to learn and see our own worths.
I love you guys and I can't believe champs is tomorrow and I pray the best for us. Trust. ♡
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12.24pm
I think it's time to revert to my non-plain water drinks
It helped in other aspects of my being but not my voice ah so ok see you soon water nice being your friend this past week
I bet you helped somehow
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21.17pm
Bleaghh my efforts to heal today got halted just cause I went to TAG's showcase
Who can watch a performance without screaming not me
Anyway less than 20 hours to champs!
I even dreamt about it while napping earlier today
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23.59pm
Just got home from eating seafood
I was paying at the cashier when one random dude standing outside the shop asked how the food was
So I assumed he was the chef asking for review
Turns out he was kind of a public figure among the aunties and uncles perhaps and mama thought I knew him
Lollll
OK CHAMPS DAY
Meeting them in 8 hours
After consecutive days of meeting them, I already miss them hahahah bye
