Thursday, October 05, 2017

Inspiration always comes after spooky hours (04.19am)

I mean im friends with every hour of the day so there's no spooky hour
I suddenly feel like playing drums ive never had that feeling before hahahah do you think if I werent a student I would be a professional jack of all trades and then my life works towards being a master of all
Because I think so
The last time I even played a drum was in primary school hahahaha but idk I think after doing rebanas (malay drums) and beatboxing, drums suddenly seem more appealing
I know i've always wanted to play guitar but it hurts my fingers (I mean can I skip to the part where my fingers can glide over them like effortlessly huh what do u mean I have to practice that sounds offensive hahaha jk the work put behind every art is respectable)
I just think everyone should think of life as a playground where nothing is out of bounds (IN A GOOD WAY pls follow universal moral code)
And sometimes you dont have to be the best in what you do but it's a cool thing to strive for anyways

Okay what do I have to do today
Oh right, 3 assignments before friday
A performance and countless of deals made with the weirdest activities
Let's slay life together, Insyaallah

ps like a lot of them including undertaker, kane, viscera, boogeyman, papa shango, and bruh the champion of creeps; good ole Paul bearer- he was truly nightmare

//edit//

23.42pm

It's getting stronger (worse or better it's not my place to tell) but today I fell asleep at 8pm and woke up an hour later. 8pm. Yesterday was 8am but today my brain pushed for another 12 hours and even then I had to force myself to nap because I didnt feel sleepy

And I dont understand I havent eaten in 2 days but im not hungry at all? I googled what it could be and (I know it's a bad idea) but it said it's either anemia or im in love hahahahah theory debunked cause it's definitely not the latter and I sure hope it's not the former

You know what im just gonna blame it on my period that's normal right wait why am I putting forth my health-related issues here k bye last episode of this hahaha 

pps let us end buscrimination people always defend their lateness with MRT breakdowns as a valid reason HELLO jams in expressways are also unpredictable (accidents happen) so stop telling me to leave home earlier (ok noone tells me this now but still) I know my routes and timings, but stuff still happen