I dont understand why people make excuses that I can use a thousand times over
It's either I put people way before myself, or im just plain lazy to entertain the process of explaining and making people understand
Or id rather suffer (lol) in silence than burden them with whatever im doing
But most likely it's probably because i dont have time to use my brain space over thinking of consequences whatever man
I mean I can choose to do something and commit but life happens
Why am I even saying these hashtag not in the best state of mind but it'll get grander Insyaallah!
Anyway, eventful day yesterday. Performed for a wedding at Gurame and it rained superrr heavily but it made the view so nice and the vibes so informal I loved it! (talking about weddings should I go to the doctor because I didnt eat the whole of yesterday again wtheck im worried for myself it's ok if this persists for a week- which is 3 more days, i'll run to the doctor.... or google whichever's convenient hahahah)
Then I was supposed to meet jorene but the train man omg the trains all terminated at AMK and it was almost 8pm and she was at Changi and I was at Admiralty. Since she wasnt planning on staying any longer anyways, I headed straight to SMU and luckily abg arul was going to laselle so before grab prices could surge we grabbed there.
I knew I wanted coffee and tried the new cold brew from starbucks but bruh I paid 8$ for a coffee that doesnt taste as good as homemade one hahaha waste time but it was nice enough but I wouldnt have bought it if not for the giftcard I got. Whatevs.
Played boardgames and besides the usual favourites we played saboteur which im growing to enjoy actually (have broke through the frustration of being confused over which cards to use) and Pandemic which was really fun when they began the game I thought I was gonna be a passive player and not use my brain since everyone was thinking but naturally the problem solvingness tried to emerge and wallah we won by cheating hahahahahhaha who cHEATS when theyre against the board wtheck worth it though
Ok im not feeling the best like I said and I have assignments due tonight and just please talk to my hand
ps what satisfaction do you get in life from being so critical of others man some people needs to learn to calm down and let loose why stress over things you have no control over
