I revealed to someone that I blog daily and she said "You have too much free time"
Hahah gurl it takes 10 mins I can do it right before I sleep or while im in the bus travelling it takes no time out of my day basically unless I do it as an activity for that day which sometimes happen
Ok whatever not important
Had a lovely day!
Met wardah in the morning so we were in coffee bean hoboing arguing about self-knowledge and emotivism and I suddenly uttered (as an example of statements with no moral truths duh) "Killing people is not bad" out loud and a few people turned to look at us
Hahahahaha bruh philo debates should not be in public places it attracts too much attention
Ok maybe it should be in public places
Went to HSS afterwards and hung out with lynn doing duolingo before she left for class but keichi and belv joined soon after
Had quite a productive session, our first ever external performance will be next week omg
Left earlier to pasir panjang for the october babies' birthday dinner
Food was good and the cake was great but the company was the best duhh
I feel like doing my assignment now
To the toyol who hid my class notes, please return it asap I demand it
Ok goodnight to normal people
Sweetdreams and have a fantabulous deepavali ahead!
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01.23am
OK I have to write this out demdem's documentary IS OUT ON YOUTUBE and I just need a few moments of emotional preparedness ok ready iM NOT ok be still my heart lets do this (I just know there will be tears but)
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#SimplyComplicated
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02.56am
So there I was right after blogging the first entry above and thinking; I can't sleep but what can I do and of course my demdems heard me and uploaded right on time
Bruh emotional roller coaster ??? Im inspired and annoyed and sympathetic and happy and sad but most of all, I just want to give her a giant hug. Imagine being a human with millions of fans who would do anything for you, but still ending up in a lonely apartment at night. There truly is no such thing as a perfect life. Be reminded of this the next time you yearn to be something more than you are.
One of the greatest takeaways from this is how it's worth it to be confrontational about things that matter; things that affects your life, and how a strong support system can get through even the most impossible human. Your time is too precious to sit around waiting for answers and things to happen.
Also I always knew it but it's more apparent how similar yet different we are? Sounds weird I know but it's like she is me but more... portrayed. (Not the cursing please)
(And wtheck she's such a perfectionist with her art thats why it's so great) Like she'll record a line and be like "Nah thats not it" when everyone else in the studio (including me pls) would be like "r u kidding me that was perfect" and she'd keep trying different stuff and then let us cue Oak saying: it's just varying degrees of perfection. True though. Hahahaha
And then the precious times when she just knows she nailed it and she has that look on her face like Heck yes
Ok time for me to rest, buenas noches once again
