I've been missing posts but im aware la ok I just... idk like I said im getting used to this life again, it was so easy to adapt to the bondo life of no updates and no news and no rush
Coming back feels like im going on holiday, something i'd like to escape from once again.
Which is probably not the best sign hahaha I guess i'd have to make a better life for myself.
(WARNING: the word life is being used very very loosely here pls dont overanalyse)
Had trainings for three consecutive days after merely 2 days of rest (merely as opposed to what I planned ok hahahah)
Today was wow first dance training in a long while- needless to say I grabbed to and fro because I couldnt even.
Thank you for promo codes u got my back, grabbro.
Hahah...
Took a nap right as I reached home and woke up exactly 90 mins later- thanks body clock you da best.
Now I need sleep
Erm... this whole month will be crazy I just need to reassess my priorities.
Today I learnt that being in so many different groups of friends and part of so many organization, it's not only improbable to act the same in all, but also to treat all the same.
It's a much needed social restraint that I subconsciously set.
Basically im not one for entertaining for the sake of it- sometimes when given the choice, (ok even if not i'll create the chance to) i'll avoid interations cause... just not worthwhile la.
But in the meanwhile, search for true friends will never end because people will always change and your positions in their lives will change and so does theirs in yours.
I pray we all get to find more humans who always wants the best for us and will love us selflessly- just as we would like to do the same for them.
Insyaallah.
Have an amazing week ahead.
ps this time 3 weeks ago we've probably just reached al-ishlah and is being welcomed by the family haiseh i miss them
pps my indonesian friends are texting me hehehhe
ppps so cute chiqa she bought me a white tiger as a homecoming gift :')
