Thursday, June 08, 2017

1.53am

I actually had humans call me fearless.
Well it began when we were telling ghost stories (lol what else) and someone asked if i'm afraid of anything (of course besides the obvious answers)
I was contemplating and they took my silence as a "I knew it, nothing!"
"Yeah i've always had the impression that you are fearless."

And that I hope I am.
I rarely accept labels but that is one im onto.
Fearlessness in terms of embracing the things people shun from- bad emotions, awkwardness, mistakes even.
But this courage comes from nothing more than rationality and heart.
Take for instance how some people fear (ok legitimate anxiety or social skill issues aside) looking stupid for making mistakes.
(Ok I wanted to do some more elaboration here but my vocab just shut down ahaha)

It is 2am.
Supposedly going to buka with kak faizah and nadiah but still awaiting updates.

In the meanwhile, don't shun away any feelings.
Sometimes emotions visit us for attention- just spend a little time with it and let it go on, as you go on.

Goodnight, sweetdreams!

ps chiqa bought me maltesers seriously she is the best because you just show that you like something ONCE and she'll remember and always buy you the stuff

pps bondo is so cloudless i love it- clouds are beautiful but there's something about being under a clear blue sky that just... does something to me.