Phone battery is at 12%, i'm 2 hours late to training and idk it has been a very, very trying day and it's barely afternoon :')
But it's good (ok why is the train so full wth)
It's a true test of patience which always happens when i'm fasting, I guess it's a good thing I mean since we're practising restraint might as well go all the way
Simmer all heartpain out with istighfar and keep-calm breaths and positive thoughts and chanting "sesungguhnya aku berpuasa" over and over
It's my personal patronus
So for my current situation, and to the other tests awaiting me ahead today-
Expecto patronum (x29091)
Lol right as I posted this my dems' I will survive plays
Thanks for having my back sista
//edit//
19.52pm
Aw man I can feel the sickness coming hahahah I usually don't get affected by rain but I realise as I grow up getting caught in the rain=fever.
The weird thing is, if I intentionally play in the rain or walk under the rain nothing happens
I think it's just mind over matter ah hahaha but seeing as I got stuck under the rain shelterless twice today... let's just pray for the best
Anyway my day turned out being not so bad afterall, thanks to the absence of dwelling over the past
Patience means everything will turn out okay eventually, Insyaallah.
