Thursday, June 22, 2017

01.38am

I feel like ive blogged at this time before hahah
Anyway whoa last night was torture
No idea when and how I even fell asleep at all in the end

Went out with family tonight to buy the remaining raya necessities (wants, really)
Finally (hopefully) learnt my parts for the songs pls internalize, body!
Was practicing with elephant and without realising we have practiced for an hour wow much dedication
Ok I shall rest for now

ps mbak anggun and wulan I miss these kids and more honestly

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07.03am

Mmmmmits happening again this annoying pretty physically mentally painful process of trying to fall asleep when you are simultaneously too tired and not tired enough

I hope none of you reading this experiences this cause man it sucksss- despite going through this more often than normal I still find myself stumped as to what to do; exhaust myself beyond oblivion or continue fighting this losing battle

Hahaha k idk why im laughing im not even smiling k bye pls pray for me idek this better not go on anymore nights Insyaallah