Tuesday, April 18, 2017

6.04am

Stayed up all night to edit a vlog but gopro studios is acting up thanksss eh hah.....
Im exporting for the third time now plz be a charm

I foresee myself sleeping the whole day but it might help me get rid of the vaccination side effects
I probably shouldve slept but neh cant even

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5.01pm

PLEASE remind me again why I keep falling into the traps of wattpad I literally deleted it but you know sudden mood for more reads and the first book I read (just finished like 2 seconds ago) CRUSHED MOI CORAZON it is so heartbreaking I simultaneously regret and am glad I ever read it but as of now mostly regret wtheck shouldve known from the title that I was looking for trouble

Ughh im gonna remove it from my library due to angst and because I never once want to reread it again but thanks writer you did a pretty good job if your goal was to smash our hearts into pieces ya 

The book made me realise how humans are generally the source of our own troubles- we chose not to speak our minds and we choose to leave thinking it's the best and we choose not to discuss things when it couldve helped make things better

I guess we're just into the whole pain thing 

Anyway, I pray that God easens the affairs of those who eases others' affairs, and I hope everyone who makes someone smiles has someone to make you smile too. 

Always remember, be kindest to yourself when you feel least deserving of it! ♡