Sometimes when I have nol much to do I revisit my old blog to today's date and see what I was doing on this day years ago so brb while I go stalk myself
OMG exactly 7 years ago was the day I (hahahahahaha let me laugh) bullcrapped an entire HML project on weird cultural practices just because I forgot to do it and would rather present lies than get into trouble
<s>Oh the days I cared</s>
But it was a success cause 1) entertaining and creative 100%
2) cikgu up's intrigued response was so genuine it almost felt like my fake culture existed
Also I seemed to be so emo yet very poetic about an old muse
And 14 year old me shared this quote (no idea if I wrote it myself, I dont think so- but sometimes I really do find my old writings and I think "how the heck"
This is definitely not one of it but still worth sharing;
There are moments that mark your life, moments when you realize nothing will ever be the same again, and time is divided into two parts - before this and after this. Now sometimes you can feel such a moment coming, that’s the test, or so I tell myself at times like these - strong people keep moving forward anyway, no matter what they’re gonna find.
Ok end of past me, kinda at ease with where I am in life now but I could do a lot better.
And by that I mean if the writer of the above contents saw me she would disown herself but still would be friends with me probs
Ok I keep relapsing into paradoxes not sorry
And I just realised it's officially the end of my freshman year in university.
It still feels foreign to say it but it is a thing.
I did so well first sem but the exact opposite of the spectrum for this 2nd semester but better fall now than later or never.
Im still very much trying to find my way navigating through this crazy mind of mine and constantly penduluming between being super lepak and super inspired
Either way self reminder not to lose sight of what's important to me; God, loved ones, being kinder than necessary and loving myself.
Goodnight, have a lovely holiday ahead!