23.25pm

I just updated my fb app and like what even has fb become now I tried to escape instastory but fb has it too ahhh talk to my hand
Im back and im jetlagged

4.33am

Good morning!
Managed to sleep for 2 hours (woke up halfway but somehow able to force myself back) but now no chance of falling back asleep
Anyway my alarm will ring soon
So as I was saying about the downsides of group travels of course there are up sides too aka the energy you get being around people and spending time with strangers are always unpredictable

I need to continue packing for now and I might be mia for the weekend idk let's see my mood hahaha
Takecare and have a beautiful day ahead!

6.33am

I mean weekdays and weekends are the same to me but this time round im actually happy it's friday cause the mothers' day event, trip, whatever it is called is tomorrow!
Though I dont particularly enjoy going in tour groups (bruh the crowd especially during immigration the potential tardiness and delays while waiting for everyone to settle) but im gonna keep my faith in humanity and hope for a smooth journey ahead Insyaallah!
I mean the previous tour group to KL I was blessed to be put in the best bus cause everyone was more than punctual and cooperative and kind
Like the makciks were all sharing food and singing songs while sleeping together (sounds weird but really communityable- if you may)
Our tour guide also happened to be the most reliable so we got to settle everything super fast (some groups got their hotel keys almost 2 hours later.... no luck)
So here's to an exciting weekend ahead!

Had the slight urge to roam around motherland alone today but I got punched in the brain by the realisation that today being friday also means I have to either chiong my essays today or abandon them totally.
Dont ask me what i'll do idk
(Unless im lying because if determinism is true i probably know the answer i just am not aware that i know yet)
Ok nope

ps caught dnp's liveshow which was so laggy, aish wastedddd cause it's a) the liveshow where they talk about singapore b) new apartment
Nevermind im sure we'll catch up soon

pps suddenly had a feel to wear earrings at 2am for no reason so that I did

5.00am

I think im just wired this way- once my brain processes that it's the holidays it alters my sleeping schedule entirely

So I have to embrace this- except it's a 3 months holiday and it coincides with Ramadhan which from my experience two years ago, not sleeping (as amazing as it is) ended up quite tiring

And oh my gosh Indonesia next month- one hour behind (which actually does make a lot of difference who knew) and the fact that they wake up at 3-4am every morning
Plus the obvious discussions that will be dragged till late?
It'll work out one of two ways; the time difference will force me to be tired and sleep (con is that I will be an early sleeper, 11pm and im out) or i'll just spend the whole trip being awake, why not, easy way out (I can hibernate when I come back?)
So i'll have to choose between enjoying the night life and my health hahahahah I mean cmon
I have no idea how this will all work but I wont try to logically figure it out we'll just see how it goes muehehe

I progressed more in my essay!
Literally halfway there aiseh I got quite emo at the fact that I began with nothing and now im arguing stuff hahah was literally crawling but now im sure im jaywalking breaking all them rules
Once it's over I have one LAST ESSAY TO TACKLE
And then im free :')
I have plenty of things to celebrate with hahahah but bleah not enough to motivate me, it's all intrinsic like too bad the reward system dont work with me

Ok buenas noches sweetdreams

ps so i have the world clock that shows the time of places I care to know about and all these while what I thought was London timing was actually Lviv, Ukraine no wonder it wasnt a 7-hours difference I thought I mathed wrongly hahahahaha

20.50pm

I guess sometimes taking care of yourself includes taking care of the people you care about too
I've really been not feeling it these past few weeks but somehow it's picking up, mostly because of a balance of alone time and spending time with amazing people
It's a wild pendulum of excitement, enthusiasm for no reason (dont need a reason to be happy really) and bouts of what am I, why am I
(Nothing to do with being a philosopher I swear)

Sometimes we feel the need to point fingers at everything but taking a step back does it all
Trust me you'd rather disappear from the face of earth for a while to reflect than to act on impulse and make regrettable decisions
I've written every single thoughts that has passed through my head, and i'll probably be reading it back thinking wow did i really think this was a thing what no
Whatever you're assuming might be worse than what I actually thought so just stop thinking ok hahahaha
Im probably going to go reread what I wrote and then see what has changed and what has not in this short span of time
Whatever it is, im in a much better place than I am the past few weeks and im thankful for that!

After this month, my focus will lie entirely on the indonesian trip, I truly want immersion.
Wish me luck muahaha

Anyway I had a nice day yesterday, went to the library for food and random bants with muh cena
Afterwards, just because I wanted to escape the mrt, I ended up at their place playing harry potter scrabble
I know, AMAZING!
Ive been wanting to play boardgames (mostly scrabble and probably hot seat) for the longest time and yesss dream came true hahaha
Left a bit before midnight and tried to get back into essays but nah......
Hope iqin lesnar and khali gets well fast!

As of now im STILL trying to do my essay seriously no idea why it's such a struggle I think it's just pure reluctance and laziness which idk why when and where it came from because I usually love writing essays
NOW I need collective energy from the universe pLS PUSH ME TOWARDS COMPLETING THEM
Idk why the above is caps soreh didnt mean to shout

OH remind me not to buy things online that requires delivery cause I was asked to stay home two days in a row just to wait for a parcel NOOOOO even going to the washroom is dangerous

Ok I shall go,
All you need is truly yourself, god and love.
Give yourself time both to hurt and heal.
Give yourself time.

ps dan and phil are moving and im technically moving with them buaiii see ya in the new place

pps think and thing should not be put in a sentence together

ppps jk it's their choice to exist wherever they want to

3.53am

I think the way for me to get out of this self made rut is to be among books
Struggling with the essay I thought I was doing ok but my brain is so distracted hahahaha
We'll keep trying.

00.25am

I mean... there's progress
Better than usual
Hahah
The student in me is telling me to finish both essays tomorrow
We'll see......

Really want to invite a better semester ahead so i'll clear this hurdle and make sure not to overcommit again hahahah
No regrets

Kinda sleepyish but also kinda want to write a few paragraphs
Idk why im back to this nocturnality ive been sleeping really well the past few weeks
Haiseh adios for now
Goodnight sweetdreams

6.12am

Im sooo supposed to be sleeping
If not for dance at least to rest my brain before attempting the 2nd last final essay

My new sleeping schedule is sleeping around 11.45pm (wow high hopes of having a productive day ahead) and then waking up at 3am and sometimes I fall back asleep at 9am and finally wake up at 11am

Had a real nice day out with the fams
Went out for dinner, finalmente tried I am cafe
I dont really like cafes but we got a really private seating area which was nice bruh
Food was defo a lot I could literally only consume* 1/4 the fries and 1/4 of the hotdog
But no worries, takeaway to the rescue
Grandlinked afterwards but only after we had a mini standing broad jump competition at golden landmark haahaha I won duh

*consume: I initially typed finish which is what we would usually say but it doesnt make sense because finishing means leaving nothing behind so technically we cant finish half ok la im not a linguistic student

Really dont know what later me would decide to do; I mean the average human would probably choose to stay home and finish the essay but 2 reasons why I dont want to miss dance is 1) I miss training?
2) I'll be missing training next week
But idk, physically im not at my peak (duh ive sat up the whole night)

Anyway random thought I sometimes wished I was more visual arts inclined like specifically drawing
Im a generally patient person but when it comes to drawing bruh I always start out well and then cant wait to finish it and boom spongebob becomes kitchen sponge
Jk i can draw spongebob quite well ok
(Thanks to the old drawing tutorials on nickelodeon)

Ok I need to try and fall asleep
Sweetdreams but not too long cause the sun will rise soon and so should we
Sunday gettit hahah.....
Thank god it's the holidays for me

Unpopular opinion: Maharaja lawak mega 2017 semi-finalists

A lot of netizens are saying Dzawin should be out instead of Masin but.......
Nah
Jiggy deserved the MOTM tonight, man his one punchline gave the group the 4 HAs for the first round

Abioso and Shiro have been stagnating which is such a waste because Abioso started really strong!
Shiro what even was that 2nd round (although gotta admit the plot twist by baba was great hahahaha)

My ideal (semi) finalists would've been Shiro, Bocey, Zero, Dzawin and Abioso
But instead we have Puteh which I am not particularly impressed by this season
I hope they prove me wrong next week
This is literally anyone's game but as of tonight's performance; zero and bocey are tied for championship
(And considering that the whole rezeki anak is very very apparent in MLM.... hmm yep still both tied for first spot hahah)

Ok back to my cave of no interactions
May we have a joyful weekend

ps i hope dan and phil are safely home if they went home

One step (21.57pm)

Embrace,
And eventually learn to dispose

9.25am

For once im aware im missing a post and not forget hahah idk I was having a nice day I didnt wanna play my phone that much
I'll be back soon enough.

Change begins and ends with you

I had learnt to think greyer, blacker and eventually alter the shade even darker.
I began channeling my energy negatively, the worse ways possible.
I began thinking of furthering the immersion, going all the way into the place where I can never fully recover from.
But i am fully aware, I am aware that this is not who I am.
I am aware how dangerous this immersion can be, how clingy it can be and how long it can linger.
Im aware of the blackest hand gripping on my ankles, afraid i'll leave the realm to go back to what once was.
To my self, to myself.
To the person who inspires herself,
To the heart that tries to be kind and keeps trying despite relapses.
To true happiness and genuine smiles.
And with these realisations,
I am aware that although I am beginning to take slow trudges away from the realm,
I keep two fingers held onto the darkness.

I know it's for the best but I dont really want to escape.
Sometimes realisation alone is not enough.

6.04am

Stayed up all night to edit a vlog but gopro studios is acting up thanksss eh hah.....
Im exporting for the third time now plz be a charm

I foresee myself sleeping the whole day but it might help me get rid of the vaccination side effects
I probably shouldve slept but neh cant even

//edit//

5.01pm

PLEASE remind me again why I keep falling into the traps of wattpad I literally deleted it but you know sudden mood for more reads and the first book I read (just finished like 2 seconds ago) CRUSHED MOI CORAZON it is so heartbreaking I simultaneously regret and am glad I ever read it but as of now mostly regret wtheck shouldve known from the title that I was looking for trouble

Ughh im gonna remove it from my library due to angst and because I never once want to reread it again but thanks writer you did a pretty good job if your goal was to smash our hearts into pieces ya 

The book made me realise how humans are generally the source of our own troubles- we chose not to speak our minds and we choose to leave thinking it's the best and we choose not to discuss things when it couldve helped make things better

I guess we're just into the whole pain thing 

Anyway, I pray that God easens the affairs of those who eases others' affairs, and I hope everyone who makes someone smiles has someone to make you smile too. 

Always remember, be kindest to yourself when you feel least deserving of it! ♡ 

20.04pm

Today I feel a bit better yo
Got our vaccinations for the bondowoso trip earlier on, actually went really smoothly thanks to the efficient and kind doctor lim!
We had 4 jabs including 1 on the upper hip which was a new experience hahaha
Im sleepy idk why but since I have no plans tomorrow I think i'll just take a 60-90 mins nap and then resume my brainworks.

Anyway, I wish you best of luck in whatever you're doing or in my case, trying to do
I'll go take a break.

//edit//

21.38pm

Who wouldve thought i'd wake up 90 mins later hahha thks body clock 

1.45am

Great job tried to sleep early and that I did but I didnt try to stay asleep so im awake an hour later
Hahahah
Meeting north pole in less than 6 hours, probs the earliest we planned to meet since sec school what even

Was quite on on doing my metaessay but ended up watching episodes after episodes of wizards hais
Sometimes you take a break too long you forget what normal is
Sometimes it's no big deal but sometimes it alters your whole life
Sucks but true

Goodnight sweetdreams!

8.32am

Sometimes I wished I knew exactly what makes mornings great and not, whether it's the weather or waking up perfectly in between sleep stages, or perhaps the holiday vibes kicking itself into me (that was weird but)
Other times im ok with the uncertainty because like all of life, it's a gamble
Right now is one of the mornings where I wake up feeling a great energy
No particular plan today because I just found out one of my final essays is due tomorrow
:')

Went to mak yah's house yesterday and surprised her with an amazing cake (seriously I would buy it just for fun)
Right as I was about to do my chart, izzul's family arrived and there goes my productivity
Worth it cause I finally got to carry izzah ;')
A day with great food and family is always splendid, Alhamdulillah

May we all have a lovely day ahead

1.41am

Sometimes when I have nol much to do I revisit my old blog to today's date and see what I was doing on this day years ago so brb while I go stalk myself

OMG exactly 7 years ago was the day I (hahahahahaha let me laugh) bullcrapped an entire HML project on weird cultural practices just because I forgot to do it and would rather present lies than get into trouble
<s>Oh the days I cared</s>
But it was a success cause 1) entertaining and creative 100%
2) cikgu up's intrigued response was so genuine it almost felt like my fake culture existed

Also I seemed to be so emo yet very poetic about an old muse
And 14 year old me shared this quote (no idea if I wrote it myself, I dont think so- but sometimes I really do find my old writings and I think "how the heck"
This is definitely not one of it but still worth sharing;
There are moments that mark your life, moments when you realize nothing will ever be the same again, and time is divided into two parts - before this and after this. Now sometimes you can feel such a moment coming, that’s the test, or so I tell myself at times like these - strong people keep moving forward anyway, no matter what they’re gonna find.

Ok end of past me, kinda at ease with where I am in life now but I could do a lot better.
And by that I mean if the writer of the above contents saw me she would disown herself but still would be friends with me probs
Ok I keep relapsing into paradoxes not sorry

And I just realised it's officially the end of my freshman year in university.
It still feels foreign to say it but it is a thing.
I did so well first sem but the exact opposite of the spectrum for this 2nd semester but better fall now than later or never.

Im still very much trying to find my way navigating through this crazy mind of mine and constantly penduluming between being super lepak and super inspired
Either way self reminder not to lose sight of what's important to me; God, loved ones, being kinder than necessary and loving myself.

Goodnight, have a lovely holiday ahead!

THE HARDY BOYS ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE IM FLIPPING TABLES AND LADDERS

18.18pm

It's raining
Im supposed to get ready to go out..... soon ok
Though I conquered two major events yesterday my to do list is still screaming for attention zz
Not feeling ultimate but we'll get through
Soz for the lack of passion im picking it up

In other news, dan and phil has safely arrived at AU bois come back soon okey

ps i just realised i put 'has' instead of 'have' thats what happen when two persons are one lol too bad

23.21pm

I hope dan and phil are happy and healthy wherever they are heheh.

I conquered today!
With major help from yol ahahaha as a way of thanking I shall ask her for ice cream
All I want to say for now is congratulations to both MCS and Harmonix for Awang belanga and our First external showcase
I'd say we aced it, I hope my fellow friends are having their well deserved rest.

I'll brb, currently in the train at bishan who has been stuck here for the past 10 mins this is why I dont train man hahahah
Just got done from dinner with lynn, yol, jm and andrea
Ok brb again hahah

00.48am

Bruh did I not blog
Soz was emotionally unstable because you know why
Hahahahah.....
I hope they love this city enough to return
They'd better!

Anyway, I have to get my game on today!
Starting rehearsal and preparation at 9am and then got the whole day down
The only thing I need now is to sleep which.... hahah I mean you know right now reality is better than dreams so why sleep aka i cant sleep halp

Ran down (yeah right) to school for training with evokals and man they sounded good tonight! (Ok im aware my days are confusing by tonight I mean a few hours ago aka last night)
Let's hope for the best tonight (yup this tonight is referring to in like 19 hours time)

And to my MCS, make Awang belanga a success!
It's a tradition like no other, you go guysss

Ok im gonna settle some stuff before going to sleep
In the meanwhile, goodnight dan and phil I can finally say this hahaha we're asleep under the same night sky cehh
Sweetdreams and stop abusing my merlion pls heheh

18.25pm

I need a breather, so un planning to head out after maghrib to settle what I can before tomorrow!
Hahaha relaxing by not relaxing, logic?
I just like roaming around by myself ok
I'll ask elephant along if she's not tired hahaha since she's a schoolkid now

Had the sudden feels for HSM today (not like I dont have feels any other day but today hit me extra)
Feels surreal that it was a thing that happened and took the world by storm and now it's just a memory BUT east high lives within us ok we relive it everyday of our lives
It's cool

I'll be back here, but to present me; do you think i'll go out or not?
Place your bet below

My bet: Yes.

Ok we will see

//edit//
22.36pm

Dan and phil are honestly the cutest bois ever.
Bless, have fun in my homeland you trodded my steps and I trodded yours.
Fate disallowed us tonight but who needs today when we have tomorrow?

23.04pm
So I left home and while waiting for the bus I scrolled through insta explore page and saw that dnp was at orchard.
I sound calm do I hahaha im so not i just dk how else to express this emotion.
Cabbed there but couldnt find them so we moved on to daiso and finally mustafa.
Just as I reached home I checked and saw that they were at the Daiso I was at hahahahaahhaha
Thanks

Nothing but time to kill (23.28pm)

Just got home from a long simultaneously tiring and relaxing day
Brb

//edit//

1.05am

Spent the whole of saturday training with MCS, followed by dinner and a weird grab experience but I made it on time for laselle's grad showcase hahahah

Naaned with elephant and eusofe which was nice, and then reached home feeling like I can not wake up for dance..... not today

Despite the shaggedness I woke up at like 7am for whatever reason, reached training late and then joined elephant and her sec school clique for a wedding nearby. Ended the day hanging out with ratna and aqilah over icecream, bahas and magazine quizzes.

Which brings me to the next point, with all the things im supposed to do which ultimately is not directly self-sufficient, (aka instead of a have-to-do list) I only have 2 things on my want-to-do list; a) spend the whole day in woodlands library to make up for lost time I honestly miss that place so much hahahaha and b) watch smurfs!!!!

Other than that, this week till end of the month is the week of many submissions aka me being forced to finally pay attention to school. However for now, my focus is 100% on Awang belanga and Harmonix's first showcase!

Btw I was so excited planning hiking with eatgo just now and I was also talking about bahas finals when suddenly she said she'll be going to batam soon and elephant was like "SAME!"........... turns out everything clashes so it's either byebye plans or ... haiz why nevermind ada hikmah

Honestly although this is the last week of school I dont think i'll go for classes at all- thereby fulfilling my non-academic semester hahaha..... NOTE TO SELF: Next sem is redemption 

Make sharpay proud ok!

Ok I need some mental rest because everytime I touch my phone I get a new task leading to the piling list of things to fulfill.

I can do this! 

ps impressive showcase! 

When even (04.09am)

Cant recall the last time im up at this time hahahha right during the hours before I have the whole day packed with activities that needs my full attentiveness ok la
Hope this goes well

Ended up having a great day yesterday!
First of all the weather was just... gorgeous
I finally managed to get GNC but but the girl in front of me took the last rendang pie pfffft shouldnt have let her enter the queue first
Hahahah jk gurl hope u enjoyed that haiz when u love something must share it
MCS training is all that coolness as usual but the company this time round made it great, especially seeing the other alumnis present aiseh missed them so much we dragged each other out afterwards hahaha
Went for dinz at bugis and then after a few aimless roaming around we suddenly decided to grandlink
Best ah seeing all their emo sides (cue fanah and her mak2 songs which are my songs also hahahah)
Ended a lil before 1am and now I cant sleep zzz

Heading down to MCS again for one of their final trainings before showday!
Aka the stress pressure tears and blood draining period (er... pun definitely unintended)
Catching laselle's grad show at night to support abg arul now this will be a test of will
I mean will i feel sleepy or will i get high we will see hahahahahah k bye im obvs drunk

Gdnight sweetdreams though it's like 4am, still

ps please spare a prayer for the world.

pps phil's new video why is he ridiculously cute

Things to catch (11.38am)

Sory ah but demi is really doing me service hahah I literally had a smurf clique in secondary school and now though it has taken her like 5 years she's voicing smurfette which is so cool
Im gonna have to watch it now (not that I needed that extra motidemivation smurfs are cool)

Today I was planning to have some alone roaming around let's see where it goes
Excited to go back to MI this afternoon just for GNC I wonder if it still exists it better does it's the only thing I miss about that place hahahahahha (ok la and our y3 classroom)

Last meeting yesterday was nice just because wulan was so sweet and bought us drinks and then right smack in the centre of the room a box full of origlazed were chilling bruh

Ok adios
Make the day great!

//edit//

13.55pm

Somehow im glad my superheroes are not in MLM this season- they deserve better than to be involved in this nonsense.

And congrats astro for removing the only credible judge from your panel! Cant wait to see how much more my favourite competition can mess up this season 

Such a disappointment, im not defending najip's action but im against the hasty reaction. 

More blue than grey (16.25pm)

Hai
Currently not feeling the greatest
I'll pull through eventually!

In the meanwhile tons of errands to run and I shall do it full of life and excitement ok hahahah

Problems of clear headedness (00.34am)

No idea why im awake but ya literally scrapped all my plans for yesterday (and monday) to maintain solitary and avoid interaction avoid humans in general

No idea if I should go for morning class later cause im planning to remod anyways idek what I know is im going for breakfast at school with a group of humans
Harmonix later tonight will be the last practice before our first ever external showcase oh magash i cannot believe it's really happening hahahah all these while we've been playing but we got some serious business going down eh
Anyway I miss my groupmates and their talented souls pls

Im actually sleepy but idk is it me not letting myself sleep or what cause if yes why but nevermind I get u
I wonder if daniel will livestream later on

Have a splendid day ahead!
Please continue refreshing yourself, starting anew is not always bad

You suck- in the best way possible of course (13.10pm)

I just absolutely love how angle's face lights up when the crowd begins chanting
Both during HOF and Raw
And how he gestures along aishhh shows how much he missed this honestly we miss it too
Pls contrast this to the past like ive never seen someone smile with so much pride over being insulted hahahahaha
Precious

I hope undertaker is watching raw and smiling to himself witnessing the love we have for him

I detest fb strongly right now
Undertaker is trending, people are sharing their thank you taker posts
Im not ready i dont care

Huhhhhhh? (3.31am)

WHY AM I AWAKE
Ok la ada hikmah

And wrestlemania kickoff begins in less than 90 mins!

//edit//
11.07am

Crap I missed school but more importantly Wrestlemania so far is one hella ride oh my gosh
Orton winning the title, Cena proposing, JR returning and.... wait for it..... HARDY BOYS RETURN
AND they won the title
Cmonnnn bring it in
This is too much I love it but but buttt the one important match that is still disturbing me is yet to occur

A bit sad that jericho lost and that big show didnt win at his last wrestlemania (bring on the tears fest cause i really do love big show)
Cant care about rollins winning cause bleh
I want to rewatch Shane-AJ though

Ehh less than a minute ago and Lesnar won the title from Goldberg I mean duh dude literally said he was gonna take a break after WM lol I hate the era of social media sometimes cause the thrill of every new PPVs are gone gone with the wind

I JUST WATCHED A CLIP OF THE HARDY'S ENTRANCE!
My heart T.T
Ive missed them so much wtheck thanks for coming back im acting chill but im so not

Ok naomi won the sd title
Which means one thing.
It's main event time.
Cmon taker

Help i cant even watch this the suspense is killin meh

GOOD OLD JR IS BACK!!!!!!

Ok they have (ok taker is still walking but) entered the arena
............

I was about to cook when I saw the results and I just turned the fire off and-
I am beyond stupefied and I can feel my soul being ripped apart
Never thought i'd live to feel this disappointed this quickly
Need some time for the news to sink in
In the meanwhile, no social interaction for the next 70 months

Unending nerves (21.51pm)

Hellooooo
Wow couldnt wake up today man but I managed to drag myself out to training hahah though I was an hour late
Meh
Went for bubble tea at vista after so long and then impromptu visit to labrador which was really niceee the weather was great!

Will finally be going to monday morning class after 2 months oh gosh this is terrible hahaha
I think I have a test but no idea what it's gonna be about so here's hoping it'd be something bullshitable and not too niche

I've yet to watch HOF because I dont feel like being emo so soon I cant handle seeing all the people I watched growing up being inducted one by one ahhh noooo
And Wrestlemania begins in 7 hours 5 min (around there la, I dont math ok hahaha)
I am so nervous for the main event
This feels worse than any results I have ever had to wait for
Let's go Taker!

Btw what even was dnpcrafts I couldnt even like the video because hahahahahah no thanks it's so nonsensical it's funny but not taking the risk thanks though guys

I think i'll go for awang belanga training tomorrow, it'll all depend on wrestlemania.

Have a great night

Btw I still owe essay to prof teru I feel so bad I hope he just ignores me for now cause I cant be bothered to ask myself to do anything ahahhais thanks prof

Dandy April (23.24pm)

Actually by the beach right now laying down with troye serenading
Ahh finally went back to MCS today and I felt so inspired like I always do when I return
Got to meet abg mok and isreen and kakaqasah and kaksuki after quite some time happy ah of course
Awang belanga is coming up soon, it's so cool how life works like in 2009 I was in the audience laughing like heck knowing that one day I  wanted to do exactly that, and now 8 years on im actually kinda not really involved and fun fact: it is the exact play I watched!

I need to overnight here soon ah it's been so long like going home at 3am is not enough I want the sunrise and the dancing birds
Hhahahah k I want to relax a bit ah
Goodnight sweetdreams!

In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too