After a whole day of ignoring messages yesterday, I finally responded to all.
Hahha how is it that I went from o yas the lepakness is real to do this and this and THIS wait you forgot tHIS TOO
Super grateful that all these came after my down week oh gosh seriously
Alhamdulillah!
I forgot how much I dislike responsibilities until im spammed with like 7 at once all from different sectors in life but i'll slay this well, insyaallah.
I slept at 1am last night....... after so long (I bet it was only like 4 or 5 days but it felt so long) I was awake past midnight but I was actually sleepy just didnt sleep.
(Lowkey was enjoying my new sleeping schedule as much as I hoped it wasnt permanent I love being a nocturnal creature but this new change worked amazing for me lets hope it returns and lasts a bit longer please and thank you)
Woke up to my alarm set at 8.38am and went back to sleep for a while before getting ready for school.
Yup I actually got ready to school before realising that 1) I wasnt early (not late, but not early- as I wouldve wanted to be)
2) I needed food (not even joking I usually dont care about eating but this morning I just felt like I needed it hahahaha see listen to your body giving out signals for self care wait what am I even talking about)
3) I had a test I ignored (what even was it about??? i still dk)
4) My urgent to do list was untouched (!!!!!!!)
Needless to say I missed class today, I missed the test but for now I can't care about it yet, though I will eventually.
For now im just relieved that my urgent to do list is cleared.
Sometimes I forget im a student I mean i've never really prioritized academics like ever hahahaa but perhaps, now is a good time to bring myself back to focus on studies (Wait, back? Never even started hahahaha)
Let's see if I can do it.
As of right now I need to takecare of my wellbeing before I can take care of others.
Lol idk where that came from who am I even taking care of hahahahaha noone and everyone at the same time hahahahah
Am I drunk yes I am
Meeting north pole tomorrow finally for karaoke!
May the remaining of this week go smoothly for all of us Amin!
