I should be asleep!
And ms green tea promised to text me a joke to prevent me from snoozing my alarm so lets see what she provides us with hahahaha
Anyway, I realise i'm quite held back when people ask me for advice because I just know everyone's brain and hearts work differently and my way of thinking really does not match with the majority which is both a good and bad thing because im simultaneously "SAME" and "nah cant relate soz"
Half of me just wants to literally shake the heck out of people and let them see that THERE.IS.ALWAYS.A.WAY.OUT literally stressing and worrying is such a waste of time but the other half of me truly truly understand what they feel so I just-
Ahhhhhh nevermind
Still honoured when people share their feelings with me no matter how brief, I appreciate it.
I don't promise I can help nor can I make you feel better but i'll listen (although i'd be constantly editing and filtering my replies because I dont want to come across as shooting down or underestimating your problems)
But really, really listen to me.
If you believe in God, in fate, in yourself, Insyaallah there will always be a way.
You just need to pluck up the courage, and it may be nonexistant but you find it anyway, and take the first step.
One of my favourite quotes (I believe it's from Alice in wonderland?) goes along the line of: If you don't know where you're heading, then it doesn't matter which way you go.
Just start, anywhere and you will reach somewhere.
Don't wait around.
Continue dreaming and hoping and hustling but leave space for the unexpected.
Not easy at all but if someone out there can do it, so can you.
Best of luck.
If you haven't heard it from anyone, (or even if you have la ok) I believe in you.
I really do.
//edit//
4.44am
Ah...... thanks a lot for keeping me up my internal timekeeping machine
