Woke up to a lot of messages demanding me to do stuff psssh like I will hahahah jk I will eventually
But seriously I woke up lateish for class and I saw all these nonsense BUT in contrast I got a notif for a dnpgames video but I havent watched it yet because I feel like i'll need it for moral support tonight.
This week will be extra busy but next week (the week we're supposed to go to KL) should be a lot chiller I suppose
Needless to say I have to cancel due to extreme schedule cehh
Literally havent touched anything school related this sem except going to classes and I want to change that
Everytime I write things out it lets me sort my thoughts and poof the jumbled mess is now organized and I realise there's nothing that is urgent enough
As usual, actually thought of skipping class and meeting today but there's just one overarching reason I don't mind going; the science prof is so nice I dont even care that he doesnt take attendance or that noone's absence or presence affects him in any way, I just feel obliged to go (feel obliged? gurl you are obliged excuse you)
Ok so the class is not worrying because I can literally roll a dice to decide (not really I have to decide fast I have to leave home in 20 mins if I want to be on time)
But the meeting though.... ada hikmah my thursday morning class was never registered because after wednesday nights with harmonix (which was so fun btw we met our vocal coach for the first time!), spending thursday nights in school just seem.... no thankish
We'll see la what I decide on eventually cause I dont even know what to do as of now but if determinism were true then i'd have known what I wanted before I know what I want so in the end there's really nothing to worry about ehehe
Have an amazing day ahead, as I plan to do (no matter what I do)
(Why does that sound like a song)
ps whenever you feel alone, or that noone understands, read, read and pray. you'll realise how many humans feel the same and although it wont help solve anything, it might make you feel better and less lonely
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21.49pm
Missed it all- may it all pick up by tomorrow. This will be the last week i'll let myself miss school and meetings for no/non-important reasons....hahahah
