Monday, July 15, 2013

remember

hello!
remember how i told you that i would blog about my current crush aka the first after almost 3 years?
yeah, that, forget it.
hahaha.
because i'm not even sure if I'm really feeling this.
it's hard, you know.
Like we barely know each other.
and stupid cupid aimed straight for my heart.
//cheesiness ftw//
i don't even know why i like him,
//look at me//
//i said forget it//
//but im still doing it//
i don't even know his name.
(actually i do)
if you asked me to describe him in one word, it'll be; mesmerizing.
(never thought of that before but it suddenly popped)
if you asked me if i'll ever talk to him, it'll be not anytime soon.
i'm sorry, i don't understand where all these is coming from.
//that was totally a ripoff off nate reuss//
okay, like i said.
forget it :')

guys, i'm really sad that cory passed.
especially for lea.
and if you already guessed, my prev post was for her.
everyone needs something to relate to, at times like this.
it won't help in moving on, but it'll help you survive.
knowing that someone out there, understands exactly how you feel.
you know what's freaky?
(and it's not the first time this happened)
After a few months of not listening to glee music, I felt like doing so last night.
So i did.
I downloaded a few songs, just so i can have them on replay as i fall asleep.
So i was literally sleeping to cory's voice.
And that is why i'm most shocked when i woke up to the news of his passing.
(this happened during MJ's death too)
i just got to say RIP and no words can make lea or his family feel better.
no words can make his fans feel better.
no words at all.
he was a person who appreciates life.
though he had problems with drugs, he appreciated life's simplest joys.
but he left a great impact on us.
just remember,
"Cory <3's u"

ps he quoted 'nightingale' by demi lovato. killed me more