Feels so good to be home on a weekday
I just couldnt wake up this morning lol
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13.59pm
One day eventually my heart will catch up on being okay and light again
Dont tell me I dont give you time to heal ah talk to my hand
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20.29pm
What a day of emotional roller coaster but I only want it to go up from now onwards okay so im reaching out
Want a rehearsearl soonest because I keep listening to our One recording of I just called to say I love you and I need more with more correct notes and tempo lolol
Also did I mention no I didnt I got through suara top 40 again but honestly pulled out cause the compulsory ARTs lol (cus if u miss the free session you have to pay yourself) and schedule doesnt allow
But im also in another random competition with e.a.r.l and we did a green screen recording honestly I dont remember if i blogged all these I feel like I have been such an inactive human and blogger I vlog a lot though (yes, still unedited i tried to edit Melaka 2018 vlog at work but I stopped after making the title lolol)
Well, I remember exactly when it began to feel downhill but my hormones are probably playing tricks on me im okay this is just a down day
So happy to have had the day off from work but at the same time I did nothing so like hahahahaa
It's okay
I was gonna say TGIF but is it even friday tomorrow or is it thursday i lost sense of time sistas
Ok bye would be nice if ballingers dropped a vlog today
ps Happy 13th birthday Farrieal iqim and 12th birthday Farley aqil, i miss you my baby nephews and your entire family T.T i promise to tell yall ghost stories the next time we meet
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23.20pm
Pasttime is writing my own stories with all the possible heartbreaking scenarios so that if any happens to me (please no) i'm semi prepared because reading my own works hurt me hahaha