Wednesday, November 17, 2021

00.57am

I was sleepy and ready to sleep again like an hour ago but I did these things called eat and drink coffee so I might have woken my internal system up
Also about yesterday, I managed to turn my day around just by not caring and being more present and purposeful
Instead of fuming I started a conversation with the grab uncle (who again I might add was kind enough to advise the non-erp route)
And the day turned out positive despite reaching the office 10 mins late (which is so lame like work is 9 hours so I can be 10 mins late pfft people take smoke breaks longer than that ahahah)
(but also my manager and colleagues are all chill anyway so thats a plus so all was good except.... the 22$ i had to spend oof heart pain)
Lunch was great mama packed me lunch but I didnt have enough hydration cus I didnt have coins and I dont drink water hahahahaha lol so I drank 3 cups of hot drinks but didnt even finish them
I was fresh though like didnt even nap during lunchtime!!! (Thank you MLM for accompanying me, I miss the OGs but it's so nice to see familiar faces and new ones too ok la all nice la)
Thought of all kinds of adventures I could do after work but ended up grabbing back because suddenly got tired at the last hour (I reached home in 15 MINUTES I was elated) and found out my period just came so no wonder the sudden tiredness
MmmMm okay I just looked through chiqy's secondary school selection booklet and saw that CHR no longer offers Higher Malay!!!! (And no malay dance, but beautiful to see choir is thriving thank you to papa liew and my batch hahahah)
Our legacies wew
I wanna go back some day and walk the corridors
Im very fond of that place
Ok no time for emotional tonight I should attempt to rest (or maybe not, maybe I will sleep at 6am and get a 20 mins nap again, we'll see)

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07.30am

You know how they say while attempting lucid dreaming you test when youre dreaming by trying to read something cause it wont make sense
That doesnt happen to me lol I dreamt I was writing a script and the main character girl was a secret shark prophetlike figure hahahahaha lolol
Also yea im here cause I am exhausted and also failed the no grab challenge this morning
(Also im hearing chiqa wanting to skip last day of pri school I WOULD NEVER HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT my pri school experience was so fun and I have friends and teachers I love) (but mama is convincing her to go even though school started 15 mins ago and she's still in her pyjamas but like I agree GO LITTLE ONE)
For the past few work days i've always woken up before or when my alarm rings at 6.38am, but I snooze and then I have never been able to wake up before 7.20am which is just a tad too late because my bus comes at 7.35am like if I had woken up 5 mins earlier I couldve rushed but not even
Isnt it annoying that if I caught that bus I wouldve been actually Early to work just by waking up 5 mins earlier but my body just dont bend to time that way and I dont blame it I understand you are a victim of capitalism hahahahaa ok tiba2
Me last night: Oo I should play with makeup in the morning
Me now: Like I ever will
Lol ok fine i'll get ready now

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09.19am

All is well
Also I never realised how impressive Zero is I mean ive always liked them but they feel so natural it felt effortless until this season's MLM when they split into 2 groups and both groups are doing so well
What a cute community
Also im happy daniel got to team up with 2/3 of zero cause he's so talented and this group spurs him on and helps him grow
I miss the jozan jambu sepahtu shiro and syjs but the newbies are doing not bad at all

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22.42pm

Whoa I slept 3 hours tonight like 7-10pm
Also how annoying that both my wifi and 4g are lagging right now