Mixed feelinged
Had a lovely evening, impromptu vivo which is always fun and then reunited with family friends we havent seen in so long
But it was for an ugly reason
But also it woke me up as to how sometimes there are moments where we will drown in our emotions and sorrow but there will always be a lifeline in prayers
I will be here as much as I can and I will educate myself as much as I can about the legal system in singapore
I just want to protect the rights of the right and ensure they are taken care of mentally too
I cant bear seeing women losing more than just marriage, especially after having given more than half their lives to it
Bismillah, Allah ease your affairs.
I'll learn alongside all of you.
On the bright side it was filled with nostalgic laughter plus laughing at how chiqa and their children were so tiny the last time we saw them and now they're both bigger than me!!!
Here's to better days ahead!
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09.32am
Noo idea what time I fell asleep (between 5-7am?) but why am I awake at 9am on a saturday hahaha
I miss baby ayden and izzul and izzah
Hope to see them soonest
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15.08pm
Tried reading on tangible ways to move on and hahaha im not ready
Ok to be fair the article said it'll take most people 3 months to feel stronger and it's not even been a month yet
It's both not as hard as we think and extremely hard at the same time but idek why
The human in me who just moves based on emotions and desires is very confused as to why this is harder than it should be
I also dont need to explain myself, I rarely do so anyways cause humans dont understand me hahaha losers
K bye I am alone at home I dont want to be sad