Successfully picked myself up
Alhamdulillah!
Just needed that few days of going through the emotions before my heart passes it over to my brain (ahahha drama they work together ok best partners ever)
Managed to go out yesterday for some alone time and ended up at vivo city (surprise! haha for real though i was deciding between vivo and suntec idk why suntec maybe cause it's near esplanade)
Just bought some groceries and grabbed home immediately
It was so therapeutic walking around fairprice haha
Also I almost couldnt reach my hotdogs cause the fridge was too deep I wouldve either have to climb and risk falling inside or call a taller person for help but I did it I reached for the stars and got it
I think the thing that helped most was the long bus ride to vivo
I cleared my brain and felt more positive
Went home to Evokals' houseparty and had fun catching up and playing random games with them I missed the chaos hahaha now I also miss our voices together
Spent the night watching Cicakman 3 and Chef, which were both so entertaining- zizan and bell's merepek level was crazy haha
Also I was so down that I thought I was dreaming when I heard the radio say "Phase 2 will begin on 19th June" cause like Yeah right and also I barely heard it so I thought I was dreaming and I was occupied so I didnt open FB so imagine my surprise when I found out it IS REAL!!!
Very very good news to celebrate the end of my rut
I think I will run straight to the beach and find one corner all for myself where noone else would dare come near me
I hope we all stay safe and healthy insyaallah
Woke up to a surprise muffin delivery which im so shook by cause how did u know i have been sad but thank you kind soul
Hmx already planning reunion im so happy hahahaha
Exciting!!!