Ok done feeling miserable even though I didnt really embrace the sad I still felt down and it's bull im over it
I'll always be stuck in the middle and I will always put people first so nothing much will change regardless of whether I entertain thoughts or not but it's ok cause I know my heart is stronger than I think
And most importantly I have Him.
Now I just want phase 2 to come so I can do my usual routine of walking around esplanade or go to vivo and roam around and end up in sentosa because I cant help myself
If I cant find happiness I will create it myself
Yay
Also can I just throw my appreciation to the radio dj for continuing to play raya songs :')
It makes me so happy to hear it everytime
My head is heavy cus of the fever but this is a good drunken state cause it makes me feel so wobbly and whatever hahahaha
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18.56pm
In the mood for new earrings and nude lipsticks