Thursday, June 11, 2020

03.34am

Me: accidentally napped between 9-10pm last night and immediately drinks a gallon of iced coffee
Also me: why cant i fall asleep i have to be up in 2.5 hours
Hais
But also fun fact I bought the coffee accidentally cause while I couldnt decide what to have for brunch I walked into a shop and the shopowner asked what I wanted and I felt bad that I wanted Macs last minute so I ordered iced coffee even though I didnt need it but
Heh
Ok I have to either force myself to sleep or just stay awake till 6
I mean it is quite ridiculous to expect my body to listen to my sleeping needs so
Do what you want bruh

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04.40am

Also yesterday I got all the way to under the void deck (ok drama I was from level 2) just to see people in masks and realise I forgot to wear mine hais I did think about it I just didnt do it hahaha cant wait till I can go out without it again

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13.42pm

Very mixed feelinged
Strolled in the rain from the bustop back home
Now all I want to do is take a nap but idk if my body allows me to

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20.16pm

God protect our hearts.
This is tough and disassociating is the easiest way to cope