When was the last time I woke up feeling well rested enough to not want to go back to sleep
But also my sense of time is gone days and nights merges into one
Had a lovely day with somemonix yesterday
It wouldve been longer but we are rest deprived people so morning plans were cancelled lol anything for 3 more hours of rest :')
Planned to recuperate again today however I might be going out but I don't really have to
We'll see
Adiosss
ps happy 11th (?!WHAT) birthday my first generation baby farrieal iqim (again, you want to be googleable so here you go) I cant believe you'll be P6 in a month I feel too old seeing you grow old :') ♡
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16.17pm
The only good thing about not being a child is that any expectations we have of ourselves are just that- our own
Noone can make me go to recess at 10am and do silent reading in the morning (not that I follow rules but there still were expectations)
It's a power most of us fail to realise we have, the power of having the power ahahaha meta but true
Humans are just losers, once again
It's ridiculous when one's life is affected so much by another person especially if it's not a good person and nothing worthy can come out of it
Even the most powerful people are just losers who has people they have to answer to everyone else is no different
It's true that the happiest and most peaceful people are the freest, it's because we realise that ultimately, we are only accountable to ourselves (and god)
And once we are taken care of, it's much easier to be compassionate to the world
Because we are all just a part of this universe and being unkind to anything at all just means you're being unkind to yourself
Ironically, being unkind to yourself ultimately means you're being unkind to the people who matters
Life is weird, I love it
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21.52pm
Friendships in uni is basically just secondary school except I care less and more at the same time