Friday, November 29, 2019

01.05am

I find the concept of instastory so intruguing cause like what goes through these people's brain while selecting what is worth being seen only for a day
Like little complaints all as if I care
But whatever I don't thats why I dont watch them ahahahha hashtag boomer jk im generation hsm

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05.23am

I am a very unprepared performer
Excited that there's a dress code but black tie is crazy heavy we have no idea how far the guests will take it
I gave up looking for outfits since Wednesday but now that it's the day I think I have to go and buy it (and heels) before heading to the performance venue
In other news the family festival is finally here!
Am very excited and thankful that my Harmonix gets to be a part of such a meaningful event- raising money for children's homes :')
I should rest a bit but I am so awake

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08.49am

Failed to sleep actually I didnt even try
I dont know why listening to On my way home made me so emotional I felt like revisiting Remembrance
And ohhh gosh the feels are a shot straight to the heart (I think I have one)
Like how did a group of frogs (plus me) come together to portray such a weird, emotional, nonsensical, crazy production filled with so much heart I have no idea
Everyone's soul peppered the stage so rightly it made everyone feel good- onstage, backstage, offstage
Some may never know but their very presence MADE the show
Like I said, I can never thank everyone involved enough
This time round words fail actually I didnt even try
Kay I should either nap or stay up and get ready in like 45 minutes

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08.58am

Big oof
Just went through my email and found my annual birthday email to myself this year still unread
WHY DO I KNOW THE BEST THINGS TO SAY im both happy and annoyed cause past me told me to do my assignment but it's ok there were more meaningful things
She even asked how the carnival planning was going and lo and behold- TODAY IS THE KICKSTART!
Ah I love myself what a creature