The irony of university life- all the modules sound so promising,
Course contents described as so freeing and creative
But once you enroll it's the opposite of it
Rules and stupid, stupid regulations
There is zero wonder why we lack creativity and courage
Ok wait I forgot I have to wake up early why am I awake
Whatever la I just ok let me just admit that Netflix forced (ok fine they didnt have to try) me to watch 3 idiots and I share so much sentiments with the overarching theme of the story
Our education system is so frustrating
If you need to hear it from someone take it from me, our success differs
This system is disgusting and as a human (debatable) it is bellitling to be judged in the same system as the rest of the peasants
I'm too good for this
And guess what,
All of us are- we're too good for this
It is not dignified to be judged when none of us are on a levelled playing field and trust me, it took a hard fall from a place of comfort to the depths of nothing for this comparison to be made
I have been through both ends and despite being the same person I have always been, circumstances affects you in ways you don't even realise.
You probably won't even realise but that's the thing, just because it's beyond our control doesn't mean it's inexcusable
I can take steps to reach the same place but my steps aren't as levelled as yours, not as sparkling clean and not as straightforward.
It just takes a lot more from me and I know I will get there without any complaints
But not everyone is this lucky
We're just sadly stuck in a tradition implemented that has worked for the past generations, brought us the success we have today
But the glory has long been gone
Growth can no longer be achieved from this paper-cutout method
Stop telling me to follow rules
I will fight you
ps this post was so much longer but I cut some content out lol
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06.27am
I might regret not sleeping now but at least I could nap at mak yah's place later unless I fall asleep before we leave home
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23.16pm
Survived the day with 2 unexpected naps haha ok it wasnt that bad
Had a lovely, family and food filled day!
Love hari raya
Also my family watching pitch perfect 2 on tv im like "basically u guys are watching hmx behind the scenes" so I left them alone to do planning
Now if I can find my long abandoned pencil box
Wait im totally lying im still watching Vlogs hahahah ok after I finish my iced coffee I shall get to planning