I haven't been feeling myself the past week, especially it being my birthday because the amount of love I got from some people were disappointing, I forgot that I have myself
But also in hindsight, I realise that humans show me love in other ways-
Letting me help through their big decisions- proofreading their tender, buying me a merlion (hahaha hi hidaya if youre here), accompanying them for interviews and etc
They show me love by buying me cake when I said I had to buy myself a cake
All lowkey signs of love that I could've overlooked because it doesn't feel like love sometimes (weird cause my love language is acts of service lol)
But beyond myself, I can feel love in the way they include me
Thank you god for giving me such humans
I told myself to be kinder, that includes to myself too
Here's to a lovely growth ahead
ps im challenging myself to no sugared drinks till khali's wedding but if i faint due to dullness in my life please call zac efron and pour iced coffee on me
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14.17pm
Really need/want to adjust my body clock at least temporarily, I have been missing my classes cause it starts at the time I fall asleep hahaha
Also if you read this blog oftenish you'll know one of the things I hate is Malaysian dramas being so bad
And I hate it cause I started so I have to know what happens and it's not big enough for there to be other forms of spoilers (unless I read the actual book the dramas are adapted from)
Just found one yesterday and it was so bad
Continuation, storyline, characters' consistency
There is nONE OF THESE
Annoying sia all these high budget but no quality im so annoyed give the budget to hire better directors and scriptwriters and actors pls im so done
ps rethinking to redefine my challenge to 1 sugared drink per day cause morning coffee is important
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20.14pm
Long term planning is not something I tend to exercise often (long term ranges from 3 days to 3 months) but now I can confidently say I have a wild few months ahead
Excited for all that's coming but it requires so much visualisation and present actions
Why am I talking so much
Oh right when you are hydrated your cells work better
Hahahaha no link but got link
I drank half a cup of coffee and a cup of lemon water and im already bored at the number of times I have to go to the toilet see this is why humans shouldnt drink k bye excited to see hmx tomorrow