You truly accept the love you think you deserve
And it's horrendous how lowly some people place themselves
BRUHS- yall deserving and is capable of more love than you let yourself receive
Disguspink ♡
Intense but personally fun day to me, no idea what the rest feels
It's our first full day rehearsal so probably tired idk I love long days of rehearsals
Another day tomorrow but minus the extra 4-5 hours hahah
K I shall rest
Gotta be somewhere by 10am (thankfully that somewhere is 10 mins away from home)
And I have an assignment due at 1pm
Again with this bullcrap
1PM.
I kick your pet snail (jk no animal abuse here) (hahaha what an image though)
K hehehe one GG episode then sleep?
Idk
Yesterday's sleep (if you call that sleeping) was bleah I was sleeping for 20 mins the rest of the hour I was convincing myself I was asleep but nohahaha
K bye goodnightmorning
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09.12am
Woke up at like 6.41am then 8.50am
But didnt hear my alarms
What is this discrimination, sense of hearing
Gotta be somewhere in 45 mins
I should get ready but eh what is should
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22.00pm
Settled down after a long day
Didn't plan on anything this weekend but somehow got my schedule packed again
But eh maybe this hustling will help get my sleeping schedule more aligned to humans
At least for the week ahead
Fat hope yes
I love harmonix they are so loser
Just now they grabbed like 4 more chairs than the number of humans it's like an open invite hahah
Then we hang out so long then we ask "what are we doing here"
K la I shall go do some research
About.... heheh will update soon
ps i didnt go for the 1 gg episode last night lol somehow managed to not
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23.33pm
I hope i've never made anyone feel pathetic or dumb (unless they deserve it) but like it's easy to feel like you're just an existing floating being but seeing how other humans affect you- strangers or friends, it's more unlikely (read: ridiculously impossible) for you to not have an effect on others
Plenty of people makes me feel things and 100% of them have no idea they cause these emotions
So yes if I do I apologize pls stop thinking about me or my actions lol im just a poor boy blablablabla