I wouldn't have been upset if you didn't out of your goodwill promise to keep your word
I didn't need that but you introduced it to me
Now you broke your own promise
I just need time to process and eventually ignore lol
Also, accidentally took a half hour nap while waiting for my mask to dry
Goodluck falling asleep bro
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04.18am
Do we really have control over our feelings I don't think we do I think here is where we blame logic for not acting enough or appropriately feelings come and go lol
I want ice cream
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09.13am
We really can't expect much from anyone because everyone technically somehow somewhere are still lost children who has some aspects they have yet to learn
Maybe you learnt it prior and they seem daft for not being able to understand or do whatever it is that feels basic to you
Sometimes they really are ignorant
It's so dumb like we like to focus on the negative even though a slight change in outlook will ease your life by so much
Either way the problem won't go away,
You just give yourself less pain and worries
But we still choose to feel something
It's not the easiest choice to be the bigger person and stop feeling angst but please trust me when I say at the end of the day,
It's the best thing you can do for yourself
Either way you will survive except in one case, you'd feel triumphant faster
Here's to a lovely day ahead
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23.34pm
The summary cum lesson of today is that when people want to, they will put in effort.
If not, i'm sorry but they just don't care enough
But ultimately, are they then worth it?
(also dont forget to put your ego down sometimes to be the source of light instead of the lighted)