Thursday, October 18, 2018

Just this recurring mood (01.16am)

Im home, im ok but I just dont want to reply messages humans are troublesome sometimes hahahaha
I had a cold spell earlier today which was so scary and uncomfortable I was in a dark room on the floor at the corner trying to find warmth then I tried going out to suntan but the breeze was cooling so I went back in
I felt better after getting hot coffee, and singing and also crab la the love from val and chloe was just :')♡
Contemplating not going to school tomorrow,  I should just stay home and rest (ok by rest I mean celebrate chiqa's birthday cause my baby is 9 I CANNOT BELIEVE IT but alhamdulillah she is growing well I love her so much words cannot say)

Also people treating you like an option hurts,
But like I dont have the energy to walk away
(plays walk away in the background and tears)
HA jk yall not worth it the only reason I care is because I thought we were friends
Pssht obviously not
Friends dont talk behind backs.

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18.31pm

Well this week two people told me I lost weight
But I have been in a major snacking mode
And by snacking I mean consuming chocolates
I have been bitten by an elf probably
Not that im complaining chocolate is great

Also I feel like Marley in Glee when the glee club made fun of the lunchlady not knowing it was her mum and she was like "i thought you guys were different"
Same.
Hahahaahaha.