Went to watch Muara right after the tahlil, because ele was performing.
Throwback a month ago when everyone was asking me to perform for muara especially since it was an item I danced for Anjung adat (our biannual concert in Feb this year)
At that time I just used "im busy" as an excuse, and it wasnt like I was not busy but I totally could have made time if I wanted to.
On saturday kak nurul asked me "why couldnt you commit to muara, busy eh?" and I think I was taken aback cause like was I really that busy (a normal thought for a time-maker like i'll always want to make time for everything) before responding "Yeah"
Fast forward to today and I realised I was being held back for a reason.
I would not have been able to bid him goodbye with the rest of harmonix, giving and feeding off each others' strengths and vulnerability.
Alhamdulillah it all went well.
Once again, I pray for strength.
His family, grandma and relatives, friends who are all hurting in their own ways.
May he be placed among the righteous and may we all continue living on, passing on the light he has brought to our lives.
Insyaallah.
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22.18pm
Was getting ready to sleep but I realised it's only 10
Oh well