I should sleep
Work in 7 hours ish and then forced socialisation till night
Also looking at my schedule, the things I have and want to do are not exactly aligned, and it's probably the source of why it feels unfulfilling despite doing so much
But i'll slowly get through the have tos and begin on my want tos
Including making people I love more of a constant in my life rather than a few catch ups
Including self-growth amidst wanting to make other people grow
Sometimes we gotta focus on one thing at a time, but sometimes that's not gonna cut it
Just whatever ok do what you do best even if everyone says "noo thats so risky and inefficient and not feasible"
UnFeAsIbLe please beg mY pardon
Im not a peasant like you who thinks youre a realist when all youre being is a pessimist
Obviously not a good one since you cant even admit that fact
Also this is directed to noone my thumbs are just typing stuff
Im not even feeling anything hahahaha tis the pre-sleep neutrality
Had a lazy day at home, I have an essay due later today but it's untouched thus far should I just not socialise at night loljk im not a quitter
Went down to the social service centre last night, supposedly to teach some kids dance but I just used the time to get to know them
Here goes my free days in a week
Dont mention that F word
Hahaha jk it's all good
What is this post
May it be a smooth day ahead!
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21.29pm
I guess renaming my blog is a good thing since it remains my place to rant
And it just reminded me that peace is power.
I can choose however I react and ultimately my own happiness and sorrow is in my hands
And it would be really dumb for me to not choose peace.
Honestly the fact that I have deadline tonight is giving me an excuse for alone time and im thankful for that
Here's to finishing the essay, trooping like I always do