Monday, May 07, 2018

Priorities (01.43am)

Yeah like I said I woke up at 10pm and managed to sleep again (yay) and it lasted an hour
Anyway im here because two things
Firstly fiqah is also starting her first day of work later in Sentosa HAHAHA so close yet so far!
Excited for us both and I have a few concerns for my own jobscope but we'll take it day by day ok worrying is for losers

Secondly the concept of rezeki is so important (sustenence if you will)
I grew up learning that everyone is given different kinds of supplications and that we should be grateful for all we get.
A common phrase we'll hear humans say in response to any kinds of news is "Rezeki masing-masing.", everyone has their own sustenence.
And it is true.
Once we grasp this idea, there is no room left for envy or jealousy, and any desire to improve is based on a clearer intention which is to improve our self rather than to compete or showcase.
It also makes it easier for us to be sincerely happy for each other
And this is also where altruism can begin to exist because when we do things without expecting anything in return, not even good for ourselves, it is the highest level, and is truly achievable.
May we all be this person.
(though it is a noble cause to strive for the heavens but personally ideally we should go beyond wants)

//edit//
04.24am

Should probably sleep soon

//edit//
14.01pm

Currently waiting for someone to come fetch me from the office.
It is so weird to be in a corporate setting and actually being part of it
I wonder what today would be like, orientationish or will I go into full swing who knows
ASB chalet later tonight, and though i'm looking forward, it is quite the bummer that I end work only at 9
Omg a small lady chef just walked past me and smiled so cute hahahah
Talking about chefs (or cheves for the educated)