Probably should have slept
What if I end up hibernating and waking up weird hours
Anyway just realised I hadnt eaten yesterday, good prep for today
Mama already cooked before she slept so i'll probably wake them up in awhile
Hehehehe selamat bersahur time to spam them dates and cOFFEE and (bluek but important) water
I think a yearly mistake we make is ele and/or I would accidentally take ice from the fridge and pop it into our mouths everytime we walk into the kitchen HAHA loser (her not me)
Btw I still dont know what to do with my hair really 67.8% of me just wants to let it be especially thinking of the limitations (cant have layers cant have bangs cmon man)
But the other percent (HAHAH lazy calculate) wants new hair
Lame man go away from me you unnecessary consumerist craving
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05.27am
Honestly the people doing food preparation for sahur and buka deserves all the love and awards D; ♡
Im probably delirious and will change my mind in a few hours but in an attempt to blog more openly, I have removed my bloglink from facebook so whoever reads my blog will remain the same ole people.
I actually have another blog, a private one that only I see but I respect yall enough to idk, share more hahah (not like yall are obliged to care or find out but cmon who doesnt love a lil storytime now and then)
(Now and then wtheck u blog daily)
(Shh)
Ok so let me begin by a rookie mistake I made right before sahur.
While helping mama prep the utensils I was counting the number of plates like "Why so little" and she was like confused saying "Correct what, 6. How many do you want" and I was gonna laugh when I realised that wow...
I like how my subconscious still knows.
Yeah so I realise it takes a whole lot to maintain relationships when you're not in the same household.
But I pray we'll continue taking care of each other's hearts heheh.
Ok this is not time to be emo bye I can drink for 2 more minutes
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17.15pm
Pretty sure I was lucid dreaming earlier today
It was coool I could decide where to go and I was even conscious of thinking whether this was a lucid dream so I was trying to find signs but I couldnt remember any except that we could attempt to fly and I managed to ayy
Then I went ahead to try on two wigs in a dodgy dark salon
Cool cool
It sucked when I felt consciousness taking over though like cmonn I was having fun in my dream
But thankful still cause I dont want no Insidious 5 happening here touchwood
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23.12pm
Currently on my way home from an impromptu shopping trip to mustafa where we somehow entertained the crowd playing hide and seek loll
In a weird situation cause I booked a 6 seater grab and a minibus came with 2 other families inside???
We are confused but I dont care but everyone is asking me questions im like Bruh idk dont ask me all I did was click a few buttons
But all is good seems like we're being sent home now