I feel tiredish but I dont want to rest like I dont feel like lying down will help
Feels like doing something impromptu later in the day before heading to training
Like I feel like going to the salon
???
But it's like pointless you know as a dancer spamming hairsprays is our pasttime also I might need to jump in the pool for work and speaking of work i'd have to tie my hair
Why did I agree to this again hahaha
Ok im not that impulsive I usually let an idea sit in and later (ranges from 20 seconds to 2 days) realise that I don't actually need or want them
No harm going for a blowdry though hehaheha I need food but I cant move but I also dont want to stay still
Do you understand of course you do(nt)
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06.56am
I've never realised how important the malaysian GE this year was, but i've seen more people buzzing than ever (or is it because I made a lot of Malaysian friends over the past years hahaha) and headlines about fellow Malaysians helping their sisters and brothers get home to vote makes me feel like I want to know too.
And the results are out, and I see a lot of comments on how their flights and long travel back and traffic jams were worth it, and how they finally feel a sense of belonging and pride for their nation.
They even compared it to the feeling of independence, saying that this is what their (grand)parents must've felt when they were first granted independence.
(Im disturbed by my lack of vocab in this post)
And this touches me.
Is this the start of the younger generation pursuing changes our older counterpart has never been 'courageous' enough to?
I mean our parents' generations are amazing at many things, but they also tend to prefer to stay in the comfort zone- which unfortunately sometimes brings more trouble than comfort.
I'm really happy to see my Malaysian friends regain their sense of pride for their country and government.
May we all feel that pride soon too, however it takes- we need to regain our pride for the nation we've witnessed grow
And with that pride, we'll take this development to the next level
Majulah.
This hope lives on.
(Yes i really hate politics bye should i go to the salon today???? Idk)
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19.26pm
No salon for me afterall hahah ok good
Anyway am otw to rehearsal, supposed to arrive by now but something nonsensical happened aka one of my contact lens fell out of my eye (for no reason???) and it was on the bus floor so (thankfully it happened 2 stops before a mall) I had to alight and purchase overpriced lens (just cause it's in a mall loser) but what to do
Now I just took another bus hopefully i'll reach soon hahahaha what even
(i needed to get another lens anyway but not this way ok haha but all is good my vision is restored)
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20.04pm
Help my ulcer hurts I cant smile talk or (ok havent tried but i assume) sing and im still feeling hot and cold and there's heat trapped in my head (which mama's suggested cure was to put my head in the fridge muchas gracias mi amor)
At least im hearing beautiful sounds now