Whattt even I was blogging halfway and my phone restarted excuse you
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I was all emo about Harmonix's second ever external showcase and was reminiscing how this time last year Evokals were busy prepping our first and only song, We are young
And I was also announcing the start of no sleep season which I welcome with open heart but-
Why am I blogging in third person (ok not really but you understand me right)
Ok lost the feel to blog hahaha no thanks to you blogger pshht
Good day!
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06.36am
I can't stay asleep for 10 mins pls hahah I keep waking up if not for people it's myself loser
I feel rested though so ok
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07.07am
2/7th of me wants to go hiking or trekking now
I probably won't go though
I also feel like spending my morning at the library
It will depend on the weather ok hahaha if it's sunny and lovely i'll go out
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20.35pm
Hahah so I was helping chiqa with her malay homework earlier today and it was a crossword puzzle and I couldnt answer one of it which was really disappointing but I knew I know it, so I told her to pack first and i'll tell her once I recall even though idk when that would be
Obviously I didnt think about it cause you know if you know you know (hahaha annoying sentence but very philosophy)
Then I took a nap and the first thing in my brain when I woke up was a word and I thought of the alphabets pre-filled in and I was just like "CHIQA I GOT IT"
But she accused me of googling or asking a friend excuse you I painstakingly took a nap, recalled the answer and you accused me of taking a shortcut hashtag offensive
Anyway that was cool and I feel proud and people should learn to trust me more- but actually nah it's ok usually it's the people who are worth it who trusts me beyond the usual limits so thanks I hope it pays off
Also, I still feel weird inviting people to watch me perform cause why would you spend hours travelling to watch me do something I always do for like 3 minutes?!
I guess in life sometimes the only way we can convince ourselves is to think of reciprocracy- or putting ourselves in their shoes
Cause honestly i'd totally love seeing my friends perform but not myself
Maybe this could be a motivation to further work on my arts
Ok adios!