Have been procrastinating for the past 2 days hahaha now it's 11 hours to submission and i'm still choosing which question to do
Honestly they all are equally fun and im equally clueless for all so like people say, if you do not know where you're going, it does not matter which path you take.
As of now im looking for the most inspiring question to do.
I have issues with profs (ok actually so far it's only this one) who set the deadline as 12PM like why who hurt you to deprive us of 12 more hours
I hope you change in the near future hahahais que pasa mi profesora
K bye I will either finish bullcrapping this in 50 minutes or struggle till daylight
Either way I deserve a break afterwards hahahaha
ps how dare i procrastinate dont i see my lack of freedom what is wrong with me hello
pps how dare i talk to myself like that apologize now
ppps perdon....
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04.36am
Three things,
1) Introspection
So I was watching bawang merah bawang putih (because not like I had anything else to do) and there was a scene where Andre the lawyer was doing some self-reflection but a literal hologram of himself appeared beside him to give him advice and I was thinking if that was a weird way of how introspection works because imagine yourselves multiplying each time you have an internal debate- I thought it'd be the angel-devil thing but it's just one other him helping himself. Maybe it's just his more enlightened subconscious who knows better what to do. Still, the idea of having your thoughts manifest into a physical(ish) being is so weirdcool.
2) Cancelled job
I was supposed to help do something in 2 hours time but right after I agreed I realised it was a bad idea cause I havent even started on my paper and by the time the task ends i'd have 2 hours left- but then I couldn't back out but thankfully it all worked out cause the task was cancelled! Alhamdulillah. And note to self, stop saying yes so much omg hahahah at least not now ok (um ok but no promises)
3) Bullshitting prowess
How is it that i'm more than halfway through with the essay wordcount without having neither content nor idea of what i'm writing hahaha but as proud as I am for this magic power, I am inclined to write a proper paper because I finally decided on a question and it's arguing about Human nature. These humans (rousseau and hutcheson) have pretty bold views but that is what makes philosophy fun.
I have been editing and watching vlogs, and just taking 2 hours break after typing one sentence so you can say i'm progressing well HAHAHA jk it got better because I was forced to wait for my vlogs to be exported.
In other news, I hope to finish my paper before I get sleepy because that would not work at all
Saying that makes me realise that i've never actually tried staying up to do work, instead I do work because i'm staying up
I dont think my internal rebel would enjoy being forced to stay up anyways
Kudos to humans who go against their natural tendencies and stays up just to study or do work, jiayou!
We got this
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12.16pm
Like 20 minutes ago I was so relieved cause I managed to write in 2 hours but right after I submitted it....
I realised she changed the due time to 11.59pm
I wanted to apologize for whatever I said earlier this post but I also realised she did indicate 12pm as cut off time -___-
So now im either going to let it be- whatever I submitted would have to do, or attempt to improve it in the next 11 hours.
Eh.
If she werent so troublesome to deal with it wouldnt even be a dilemma :')
(Im not judging but the whole class experienced her firsthand)
Doesnt discount her niceness although probably our work ethics are conflicting
Ok bye
If I didnt think it'd be due at 12pm I think I still wont finish the essay so it was a good (rarely works but still good) push hahahaha bye
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17.44pm
It's been 2 decades and I still get goosebumps listening to tokti why is she the best
Just left home to meet mama and chiqa
Feels nice to be out hahahah