Saturday, April 21, 2018

Just a series of thoughts (00.51am)

First of all MCS had their SYF yesterday and this year I didn't get to be part of the process, kind of bummed but it's only making me more eager to come back.
And I know they'll always ace every task given so kudos my sisters.

Also I do not for the life of me understand why or how people can be bad like you have been bestowed with rational minds and emotions but you don't- no wait, can't seem to put it to good use.
Not all of us has to be an angel but at least be decent.
Here's to changing the world for the better,
Starting with the human in the mirror
(Hahahahah just because it rhymes and drives the message home)

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12.53pm

I guess once you decide on something, the universe just chips in to make it possible or happen.
So, decide good things ok

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22.46pm

Currently at raffles city with lola fancy, just questioning myself because for a self-declared gangsta, I realise I dont like saying No.
And sometimes it causes me trouble, (sometimes just in the mind but still, trouble) but 100% of the time I conquer it well so I feel no qualms about saying Yes all the time.
But still, the trouble
Is it worth it :')
However it is not my main concern as of now.
In this meanwhile, I think I can still live happily without necessarily putting myself first
It's like a test for myself.
But definitely will have to put my wants first sometimes.
Just not now.
Hahah

Just watched a really beautiful music performance by a turkish group at esplanade.
It was so impressive, each of them were masters of their craft but when they worked together it was pure magic.
The crowd gave them a standing ovation which was a pleasant surprise because I always thought it wasn't a norm- especially for an informal concert like this but they deserve it
I was most entranced by the percussionist- the level of trust in his instrument was so apparent, he literally created beautiful sounds by TOUCHING the drum
And I mean a gentle tap and it reverbed throughout the whole chamber.
It was amazing and has to be seen to be believed.
Ok Lola is back

ps should i do my readings outside of home or at home i swear im more productive at home