School will finalmente begin tomorrow for me, even though my timetable is yet to be confirmed.
Quite excited because like you witnessed for the past two sems, ive not submitted assignments and I forgot how satisfying it feels to turn a one liner question (or 1 paragraph for some philosophy mods hahah) into a 3000 word essay- it's amazing but I havent done that in a year
Also with the upcoming production, (ok im glad it's in feb) im prepping for an early distraction but im also preparing ways to get myself on track and focused.
Life is the best thing in the weirdest way, I can decide to cut my hair or get a face tattoo or knock on my neighbour's door or go for a run now- and it'll change, even if in the slightest.
Honestly humans, do what you want to do whenever you want to do it.
Ultimately your life is yours, own it.
No idea where this sudden burst of motivation came from but thanks universe, i'll put it to good use.
ps dance training in a hour but elephant is still sleeping what the actual zebra
pps also whoa i just realised i blogged about making time twice this month wow i should reassess my friendships hahah jk
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20.52pm
Currently backstage in rehearsal, I have 2 more items before I can rest hahah
Guess what, I finally saw abang mok! After 2 rehearsals where he came when I was absent we finally met hahaha I missed him tons!
First two item went bollocks (read: nincompoopic) but here's to a better round.
Kind of fainting cause this auditorium is too cold and I mean TOO cold it hurts humans, and I also forgot to warm up so my legs are dying hahah why am i harming myself like this
My tickets better be sold out quick we put in a lot of effort there are literal blood and sweat involved (tb to 2 weeks ago when someone scratched me with his long nails while we were spinning around hahaha bruh) (no tears hopefully)
Ok idk why im dizzy must be a culmination of temperature dehydration and spinning too much I shall rest
