Here we are again, the verge of deadlines and thus the time I somehow suddenly find myself finding more things to do to ignore the things im supposed to do
And in the end I have a lot to do hahahahaha whats new
As of this very moment, im like trying to accomplish 2 things at once which is not efficient at all I know but I cant help it
Ive been so caught up I havent even watch ALL 5 OF DNP'S VIDEO which says A LOT because i'd literally sacrifice sleep to watch them but I can't even attempt to not sleep.
Idk if it's conscious or not because I find myself realising that I am so rest deprived that I have been sleeping quite regularly this past week.
But the bad part of it is that I get nothing school-related done because my waking day is literally work and outside commitments
NOTE TO SELF U ARE A STUDENT UR JOB IS TO GO TO SCHOOL ???? WAT R U DOING
Needless to say I have to make a wise decision tonight; either to complete my work in this half drunk state or to sleep and wake up earlier to do these.
Either way I still dont get my alone time until probably next week but im glad to have that to look forward to (aka binge watching phan as celebration finally)
(Im surprised I even have the willpower to not immediately watch their videos)
Ok I need to go.
May tonight be a productive night, May I be given the capacity and willpower to fulfill my responsibilities to the best of my abilities.
As of now, i'd need all the kindness and understanding I can get but if I dont get it meh life lesson 101 you dont always get what you want
Hahahahah jk i mean if I force feed the universe with enough positive energy it'd probably come back to me
Insyaallah
Goodnight in advance, sweetdreams!
ps pun in title unintended
pps what i feel like doing to everyone
