Wow.
I am so relieved that I am not going out today because idk if I can physically bear to do it (lol drama hahaha jk)
Reached home slightly before 1am after the BBQ and idk the weather was so beautiful and very windy I was surprised the fire even started ahahah
I mean for a bonding session it did work because I finally talked to humans i've never spoken to
Pretty well organized so thank you welfare team and everyone else who contributed!
Sorfi my angel got me a lipstick and a panda notebook????
I absolutely loved them, muchas gracias ♡
Today will be THE day I have have HAVE to finish my essays even though I know nothing.
If I can't (more like dont want to pfft) then tomorrow i'd have to skip taklimat
Sorry ah i've been very very behind in schoolwork this sem, i'll make sure none of this next sem
Anyway i've been feeling really inspired lately by young successful people and I was having an introspection wondering how they did it and why i'm not doing it.
I think a bulk of the reason comes from self belief and perseverance, one of those I do not actively practice because hashtag lepak but over reflecting, it'd probably be worth it.
So for now, if there's any steps needed to be taken, is simply converting negative energy to positive ones.
Let self doubt be the driver for self improvement,
Chase motivation and try and establish discipline-
WAIT let me interrupt myself by this crazy news-
2 years ago today my demdems announced a concert in SG and then I posted "what if wwe came too, that'd be my best dream and worst nightmare balled into one"
And of course, they did.
And earlier on, I saw rumours that WWE is coming to SG this year and I couldnt function for a while cause if this rumour turns out to be false I would seriously throw some leaves into the sea
And as much as I WANTT demetria to come again, I would rather she focus on her upcoming album before thinking of visiting me.
You go girl!
Ok my hand hurts and im still having a fever
I've been sleeping abnormally longer hours which sucks because too much sleep makes me more tired
I know it's because im not well rested at all so im going to try and keep myself in check again la ok
Like I said, not bad, just different.
Have a great friday ahead!
