Delays

Hello!
Have always wanted to blog but have always put it off and here we are, on the very last day of the year 2015!
As sad as I am to see this year go by (AKA the last year of being a true blood teenager and the last year of proper school) I am beyond stoked for what 2016 will bring.

Before I delve into the future though I wanna take this time to thank Allah for blessing this whole year, for always protecting me and my loved ones, for giving us supplements and just for everything, really.
May the tears shed by the ones I care about fully cure the wounds in their hearts.
May the bonds which are tested strengthen, against all odds.
May all the dreams forced to put to sleep reawaken and be bravely sought after.

I have witnessed some crazy moment this year, and have gone through a fair share myself.
School was nonsense, but I survived.
Regrets are apparent, but by the time I finish typing this sentence- you know what, in the words of the great Shakespeare, "All's well that ends well".
In other words, I don't care and it's all in the past and I am moving on!
And 2015 did end with a bang, with the Batam trip being the grape on top of the non existant cupcake.
(Yas grapes because purple)

2015 has been a year filled with opportunities.
But it's not as easy as drive thru starbucks.
These opportunities were either deprived, (a lil regrettably) not taken, or came at the wrong timings.
But I know it's just God's way of pushing me to something bigger and better, something that's the best for me.
It has been a year of emotions; all kinds of emotions.

I've broken all sorts of rules, and looking back I don't know why or how but hahahaha at least I have more weird memories to keep.
I made impulsive decisions and so far I regret none of those.
I did kinda crazy things like audition for shit.
I rejected a role I knew I could rock, and accepted one I thought was child's play (aka undermining myself; not doing that again but no promises)
I achieved a few of my dreams, such as;
Seeing Demi lovato live (I WANNA GET BACKKKKK *pun intended*)
Seeing freaking WWE live (CAN WE JUST.... I SAW CENA AND KANE LIVE)
And even the littlest thing like finally getting a polaroid camera (still very much obsessed thank you very much fam) and getting to go on more outings with my family just because my bros are working more stable-ly now.
Now it's my turn to add on!
2015 is an adventure.
One i'd fondly add to my book of memories.

2016 will be one to look out for.
I'm working properly for the first time, I'll be getting the A levels results.
Like it's the year I determine how my future is shaped (kinda)
And as nerve wrecking as it sounds, i'm kinda ready.
With all the positive thoughts, prayers and support on my side, i'll make it through everything.
So, join me as we bid Adeu to 2015, and say Hola to 2016 (Actually no depending on your country of origin and language these greetings might be a lot different)
(What am I talking about i'm not even Spanish nor am I... Hawaiian?)
Hahaha
Still, I hope you have a great new year's eve!
OMG I JUST REALISED THE TIME I AM SO LATE TO MEET STYLO OMGOMG
What a way to end this long post!
Adeu (to 2015, especially)

What to do

Hello!
Just got done finalizing a script with Yol!
It's so exciting to create, and though it gets kinda burdensome at times, seeing it all put together gives the best satisfaction!
Holidays are here and i've been doing a fair share of lepaking at home and going on outings.
Did some spring cleaning and found my Jambu shirt, was stumped for a few seconds and now I can't wait to wear it again!
I need to find my Arab shirt because I miss it hahahahaha.
Watched Sepahtu videos like 5 mins ago and I miss them!
Stoked for the Sepah(tu) reunion omg.....
Okay, it's 2.33am and I should sleep.
Need to pay forever 21 a friendly visit before leaving this Saturday!
Adeu ^^

ps 2 days to the getaway, may it all go smoothly Amin!

Influence Asia 2015

Hello!
My posts are so not organised but who in their right minds care.

7 December
Went for the Influence Asia 2015.
Got the tickets credit to Elfians SG!
Highlights were Joe flizzow and Sonaone.
The crowd was nonsense except I liked it that even when they don't know the winners, everyone just cheered because that's acknowledgement.
In conclusion I made new friends, got to lepak with Elizabeth tan for dinner and got Matcha latte!
Plus point, Lizzy won the youtube award for Malaysia!
So obviously our 'gang' was the loudest.

Ok guys, I should be on the way to Bugis now to see Daniel bryan (hais cries)
But 1) I am lazy to face the crowd, especially those nonsense fans ugh every event confirm got THAT one group of you know, eughh don't even wanna talk about it
2) Even though I love his personality, i'm not a Dbry fan in ring.
3) I am lazy to move
So in conclusion, i'll stay at home and wait for photos to be revealed.
Welcome to SG, Mr bella!
Nice guy lah, goat man.

Adeu ^^

Relapse, old videos reminds me.

Let him disappear from our sights, but never in our hearts. Let his laughter befall deaf ears, but never our lips stop mentioning his name. Let him pass from the world, but never from our memory. 💔

Thank you tauke, Pak yus is truly irreplaceable 😢😭

I was watching jozan videos earlier on and then came across his.
Reminded me of the good old times of the RL 1 finalists in their own shows together.
I can safely say it was love at first punchline.
When I first saw Jambu I was already sold; their jokes are genius.
I can never understand a few things; why they were always the underdog, why pak yus never won MOTM, and a few other things.
But I know now Allah is truly the best planner, for all his good deeds are now revealed in the best ways possible.

Tbh i'm heartbroken especially for tauke.
I adore his spirit though, to keep moving and carrying Pak yus' spirit forward.
You hear me now and i'm keeping my word; I'll forever be a Jambu supporter.
In my heart, only one Jambu exist and only two members matter.

And i've never seen his instagram so empty.

Rest well, Pak yus. I and million others miss you.

Al-fatihah.

#jambuforever

Lepak Sunday

Hello!
I feel so lepak right now and it's raining and I have nothing to do so I shall blog before embarking on brunch and find some things to do.

Had a fun day yesterday with kak faizah and family, nadiah and kak 'riya' (it's too weird to say my own name hahahha)
Woke up early and headed out to Sentosa and was late... lol because I thought I had an hour to waste skali I missaw (this should be a word) the time.
Walked to Palawan to see baby syafiqah playing in the water omg so cuteeeeee!
Then I realised that me and kak riya was wearing the same coloured shirt, pants and both of us were wearing bandanas wow telepathy.
So we had the funpass 3 and we first went to trickeye museum.
Literally I don't care where I go as long as the people with me are awesome I feel awesome so that's what's happened.
(That sentence above looks weird)
Thennnn we went to SEA aquarium and then ate our brunchinner where we realised Marrybrown is a complete ripoff and then regretted not sticking to good ole McD.
Ahahaha but whatevs.
We then took the skyride up, went for The Journey 4D adventure and then luged down where I had to wait like 8 minutes for them to arrive (racer alert)
Hahaha I was the only one in the whole group of people among us to turn left and I ended up in the forest area alone but that was cool (just casually imagining ghosts on luges behind me)
And then we went for ice cream while kak riya and nadiah went for another round of skyride and luge.
8.30pm came and we went for Wings of time (heheheh thanks to Along duh)
And got to catch the christmas light show near the dragon trail.
On the way back we saw a nice christmas tree at imbiah lookout so we all pushed each other out of the monorail HAHAHA.
After they had their photoshoot session, we went homeeee.
I fell asleep by 12.40 man, completely shattered from all the walking!

Today I shall watch more duyung and wait for yol to start watching it because that loser is so reluctant to start but whatever.
Stoked for the upcoming holidays!
This is truly the season to be jolly.
May all go well, and best wishes for all humans on the earth!
(Particularly humans with good hearts and are nice)
Adeu ^^

Finally

Hello!
Despite the onslaught of not-so-good news, (including my dear siti losing her baby, inalillah) I realise that there is always a light because God is always with us.
Alhamdulillah!

I am SO DONE with my A levels.
I didn't do my best, but all that matters is that I have advanced.
(Pun unintended... get it A levels= Advanced levels?)
The A word looks weird now.
Haha I got quite a few things to blog about, including a ghostly experience during a staycation, and just how stoked I am for the future.

Ended the exam with excitement and then went karaoke with Mel, Fas and Lili (Naj bailed on us hahah)
Everytime I go karaoke with new people I have to find their vibes, like what kinds of songs they sing or like how's their karaoke etiquette (LOL GOT SUCH THING I made the rules myself so even if it exists I stand by my laws)
And then I go with the flow because that's the best way to go.

Ok I need my breakfast pronto.
Adeu ^^

ps the last few lines sound like a poem

Lost for words, till this day

Many disagreed with Virus, and wanted Jambu to return next MLM.
I wanted to see Pak yus win Man of the Match for ONCE.
But it never did happen.
How it breaks my heart that it will never happen.
I truly will continue supporting Tauke, I can't imagine how lost he must be feeling. A good man like Pak yus will never be replaced.
He lived a tough life, but it never made him bitter.
It made him the best person.
Thank you Allah for lending him to us, may all his good deeds return to him in the best ways possible.
I can never stress enough how much I look up to Pak yus.
Me and Yol would always complain about how Jambu's talents were always overlooked.
Me and kak faizah would always groan whenever the MOTM is announced and it's not Pak yus' name.
I don't care how his management has treated him and Jambu, all I know is that they are so loved and i'm thankful I had the chance to tell them that they are so loved.
Pak yus replied, "Luv u all jugak"
It is apparent by how many expressed their grief, both online and offline.
Thank you Pak yuih.
Rest well.

Al-fatihah.

ps jambu will live forever

Release

Hello!
Need to blog before I resume the unproductive study session.
Truly, the lack of sleep the past week has taken a toll on me tonight.
Which is the worst cause tomorrow is the SEA paper which is super important because obviously IH was nonsense, and this is supppsed to be redemption.
I mean im not giving up yet (not ever, hopefully) but im tired, like the effects from the past days with no sleep decided to bombard me now.
Of course Ms monthly decides to pay a friendly visit and thus contributes to my inevitable lack of energy for now.
Oh, bummer.

Have been trying to internalize and digest things from just now but to no avail.
I wish I can say that I only have a few left to review, but that cannot be further from the truth.

You know what?
I feel a lil better now just by typing all this out.
Burdens, go away!
I have the Sabah dispute to read about.
Adeu ^^

ps a milkshake after tomorrow's paper would be the best!

pps who to ask along? Struggles

Can't feel my brain

Hello!
So dreadful... 3.41am and I cant sleep.
MOB exam in a lil over 4 hours time.
I'm usually ok with all nighters before exams but...
Sometimes idk if my system realises that i'm taking my A levels, not mid year exams.
I can't force myself to slumber lol have been trying for the past 3 hours to no avail.
I'll just stay up till I fall asleep then...
*cries*
Still, sweetdreams to all sleeping.
Adeu ^^

ps this post has too many ellipsis but who cares

pps survivor series was great hahaha

Can't lie

Hello!
Wow have been gone.
Hahaha thing is at this point of time, I ditched my whole study plan to focus on one subject at a time.
A risky move but i'll take what I can get.
Anyway, IH paper tomorrow.
Please let cold war, end of cold war and either American dominance or Religious fundamentalism come out.
And hopefully the SBQ would be easy hahaha.
3 hours of non stop hand torture activity and then a weekend of pure hard stone cold mugging for the upcoming 3 consecutive papers next week; none of which I am prepared for.
May all the goodness in the universe be on my side.
Adeu ^^

Day 1, 2

Hello!
So far it's been alright.
Although I accomplished the tasks, I feel far from productive.
It will get better, it can only go up from here!

Went to RP with Khaijo, Naj and Kristel today and it's weird because I had fun hahaha but yes A levels is tiring for no reason.
Stuck in a longggg traffic jam in PIE afterwards but hahahaha it's cool.
Looking forward for tomorrow;
Adeu ^^

Tales of a studious diary

Hello!
I need your help (im talking to my blog so if anyone or future me is reading, do ignore)
I did a baaaaad thing.
After GP paper on 2nd november, we were blessed with 13 days of extra study break before the exam resumes.
And I, have wasted 8 days of it.
That's right, 8 out of 13 days wasted doing NOTHING.
Before anyone tries to attack me, I myself am aware and has desperately tried, daily in fact, to make use of the time wisely.
But I guess everyone has those days and for me it came at such an unfortunate time.
Couldn't push myself at all, and despite the (kinda) solid study plan the past me laid out for myself, present me just could not follow.
So now I have pushed all the dates forward (thank god I did not realise this tomorrow for it would've been a tad too late) and am currently reviewing and rearranging the study plan.
I know I could've used the time to study instead but meh, i'd need this guidance.

Alter ego says: Oh gosh what a boooring blogpost what are you doing

But like I said, I need your help.
I will use this platform to review my own learning daily.
So if I manage to accomplish the tasks (kinda like an amazing race hahaha)
I'll post it up here.
If I don't succeed in the end, it's either a) Luck was not on my side or b) I wasn't well prepared.
And by doing this, I ensure that option b is out of the question.
So future me, if the posts do not come up daily, and *touch all the woods in the world* I don't do well, you know it's your fault lol.
(Ughh sometimes it sucks being so reflective because I know life always keeps its options open so noone can really fail, but still come on, for once let's be afraid of failing)

You know even now at this stage I know this is stupid and i'll look back and laugh but for now, this exam is the single most important thing and I have to prioritize.
Afterall, we gotta cherish all stages of life, eh?
Okay, shall embark on the study journey once and for all.
Only 17 days of torture left.
I pray for the strength for myself and all my friends going through the same thing as me.
Amin.
Adeu ^^

ps this means you shall expect another post from me tonight. or tomorrow morning depending on what time i end lol

Revisiting

Hello!
I have no idea why I always feel like blogging when my phone's battery is like 20%.
But I had a blast today!
Went bowling with the usuals and omg it's been soooo long since we played at hometeam aka one of my fav spots!
Hahaha wasn't a good game because idk I want to blame the fact that we're at the side lanes so you know... calibration issues (hahah)
And the shoes were so weird XD
But still had lots of fun!
My only strike was when Ain asked me to shoot her turn wow why u gotta do this to moi!
We then headed to TT at woodlands and met kak elesyah!!!
Omgggg even though she's annoying like man raja lawak we missed her tons!
Lepaked there and then reached home a lil before 2am, but I can't seem to feel sleepy bleh.

Am supposed to wake up early tomorrow to head to the west coast (ahhaha I wished) to meet the MCS fam.
Cikgu wants to treat us lunch hahaha but I have no idea if the other year 3s (aka the graduated) are going.
I'm also surprised that I want to go.
I have missed a lot of CCA outings lol but idk I guess it's because
1) We are planning for next year's activities
2) I feel like eating sushi lol
So we'll see.

One more thing, i'm already missing classroom life, especially our little A3 haven at the PE staffroom.
Fav classroom evah not to mention the balcony ermagerd.
Such a bummer we didn't get to end our MI days in that classroom.
I miss turning and walking around to disturb my friends.
I miss presentations hahahaha.
I even miss copying down notes!
Ok whatevs.
I shalt go charge my phone.
Goodnight world, sweetdreams!
Adeu ^^

ps weylie and wah should be reaching SG soon!!!

Keeping up

Hello!
So not like I forgot but I figured if I reviewed dem's album it would be like:

Kingdom come
AMAZING
For you
AMAZING
Wildfire
AMAZING
Yes
AMAZING
Waiting for you
AMAZING

And the list would go on and on and on but hehehehe it is a great album with really vibe songs.
The production sounds amazing, the lyrics are inspiring and each songs just gives me mood!
And needless to say girl slayed the vocals (now I cant wait for live performances see if she pengsan halfway hahaha touchwood)
Ok enough about my alter ego.
Just GO CHECK THE ALBUM OUT.
Demi lovato's Vevo on youtube has it all.
*insert GIF of Sonny winking at the camera in the first SWAC episode*

Had the first paper yesterday, GP.
Was shattered when the very hostile man said "Stop writing" (did he even say that hahahaha I do not need to remember)
It felt like three years worth of learning has amounted to... Nothing.
Paper 1 was fun, the questions were very niche but of course it meant I took too long to choose a question. (Not to mention I CAME LATE CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I WAITED MORE THAN HALF HOUR FOR THE BUS hahahaha but thanks for the prayers, my loved ones)
In the end I couldn't choose the best question for the best results but instead chose the one which 'seemed' fun to write.
And then comes along a session of hard bullshitting where every line does not make sense.
We'll see if I regret the decision next year but for now, let's forget it and move on!
Paper 2 was basic but I totally would've aced AQ if summary hadn't taken too much of my time pfft loser hahaha but whatevs!
That's all about it.
I was shagged after the paper (couldn't sleep the night ugh) but still proceeded to accompany naj to her job 'interview'.
Went to her house and her mum cut us a cake which tasted so nice (naj if youre reading this pls initiate a plan to buy that cake again)
Wrote poems in the train and ate sotong in the rain ahhaha (see poeming again)
Went home and slept from about 6pm to 11pm and then couldn't sleep again hahaha (not so) vicious cycle.

Okay my hand hurts bro and I need food so...
Adeu!

Confident

Hello!
Cant believe I havent talked about Dem's newest album.
I've heard the album once through during the release 16th oct, but not all songs streamed properly so I patiently (yeah right, patiently) waited for it to be released somewhere else and FINALLY got the whole album with me now.
I will spend time listening to each and every one of them although I love all already, so far I remember hearing new things from her, but I also heard a lot of old Demi in her songs.
Thing is, her sound will always be cool for the summer and then beyond that.
(Im trying to make some cool 'for the summer' references but hahaha I shall stop!)
Ok i'll get back once im done!

Anyway school has ended!
Bloggie you have heard every single rant SINCE THE BEGINNING and now you're hearing this from me; WE MADE IT!
Will blog about the whole graduation thing soon.
Im actually sad after watching HSM 1-3 music videos and I realise how sad I am for their graduation whereas for my own, im only like 17% bummed.
Had the last GP lesson with Mr yew today!
Gonna miss his class although he forever forcing everyone to speak up.
Hahaha one of the best teachers in my honest opinion.
My hand hurts and demi is calling me so,
Adeu ^^

October

Hello!
I have like a few blogposts on draft haha got so much things to share!
(Not so much but still)

Just wanna throw it out there that I had a great day today.
Although I groaned at the thought of missing school (not in that way where I feel bad or sad but in the way where I question myself why come on it's the last week of school!)
Regardless, I was about to go into a world of video watching when cena texted me around 2.30pm and thus we created an impromptu outing.
(Erm suddenly the word 'impromptu' looks annoying ahaha why)
Left Wana at home because she had to fetch Chiqa hahah.
So I first met khali who was late tsk2 and had a hard time starting a normal conversation because we texted in a weird language before meeting.
Headed to Plaza sing for Pizza hut and had our peaceful environment distrupted by a class of kids lol!
Yana and ika came soon after and we then headed to henderson waves (thanks to yana's list of places to go we finally had an idea what to do)
Had an amazing time relaxing there!
Played some games and teased ika endlessly about her newfound fame hahahahaha.
It was a really peaceful night, I could lay there for hours!
So ended up leaving the place a little after 9 (actually idk I didnt look at the time haha) and witnessed a car driving up the wrong lane loserrrrr
Let me just reiterate once again how blessed I am to have cousins who r cool like me hahaha

Anyway, bummer.
School tomorrow BUT it's the last 4 days of school!
3 years flew though each day felt draggily long.
Ahh, we'll see where life takes us heheh.
Adeu ^^

ps I hope the cool jogger is happy with the heroic shots I took of him hahah

Passport to FUN

Hello!

Okay i'll start with Saturday's affairs.
Spent the whole day hanging out at home until nighttime came and me and chiqa rushed to grandma's place to meet STYLO (or in that case, Y and O because the other two were losers who didnt come hahaha kidds)
We hovered at the pasar malam to buy some nonsense, where me and yana had been granted the purchasing power of 400 cents remaining.
Then we spent the rest of the night playing pick-up sticks and made videos of freestyle rapping and brown carpet interviews hahaha it was extremely fun.
Totally wanted to sleepover but we had plans early Sunday morning so bummerrrrr!

Sunday comes, as I was looking forward for it the whole week!
So we all know how often I frequent Sentosa the land of fun (that was a horrible sentence but we'll stick with that)
But when PPIS gave us 4 free play 5 fun passes (wait I hate this too many numbers)
Let's try again.
So PPIS gave us 4 free fun passes where we could select five out of thirteen attractions to go to without paying for any, we discovered that Sentosa is a lot more fun than it actually is; that is if you're willing to pay hundreds.
(Still doesnt undermine the status though, I just enjoy the place I have no idea why)
So Saturday night, we planned to leave home early the next day so we could get a good breakfast and then spend the whole day there.
But I woke up when mama screamed (not really screamed hahaha) "WAKE UP IT'S 9.30!)
And that commenced the beginning of Sunday.
Left home about 11, and we went to brunch at seah im and I listened to ghost stories by mama and anga hahahahah what a topic to converse about early in the day.
So then we went to collect our fun passes and headed into Sentosa where we began the day by entering Images of Singapore.
Anga was laughing at the actors the whole time (not in a mocking way, just entertained) and saying that it's such a weird job and that the people had to be extremely thick faced to execute their roles properly.
I thought it was a cool job though!
Although I can see it getting tiring repeating the same thing over again hahaha
And it WAS scary being alone in there eh?
It was fun travelling back in time, though I wasn't interested in Singapore's trading business (or any businesses in general hahaha)
Oh oh and there was this funny Indonesian batik lady mannequin who kept repeating the same lines and my favourite one was "This is one and only!" and I couldnt help but repeat after her omg that accent cracks me up!
Ended with a short boat ride before heading over to Madame tussauds.
It was fun, and oh Sentosa wasn't crowded at all which was amazing considering the fact that it was Sunday!
Met Kak sham who was working hahaha and heck it was a wild ride in there.
I boxed with Muhammad Ali, saw 3 michael jacksons (Hi Dee), joined ABBA as their 5th member, and saw the gorgeousness of Shah rukh khan upclose!
We ended the spree around 4pm and met Along and Kak sham outside where we made Along babysit Chiqa while we went to our next attraction.
Took the 4D extreme log ride and I know I always say this but we were the noisiest humans in there HAHAH but it was, as per its name, EXTREME!
(so extreme that that night, I couldn't fall asleep until 2 hours of tossing and turning and shutting and opening my eyes because everytime I close my eyes I felt like I was in that place)
Then we went to the Tiger sky tower (which Anga and Chiqa sat out of hahah) and enjoyed the view.
The haze seemed to have subsized by a lot, it was a beautiful sight and it was like afternoon so the sun was brilliant.
We then went to Siloso beach for Chiqa to play Megabounce and we lepaked there for a while.
Then me, mama and wana took the skyride a little after sunset and it was relaxing, so relaxing to the point that all of us forgot about the camera bahaha.
Met Anga on the other side after he sent Chiqa to along's workplace, and then we went for Desperados!
Omg I totally would have won if I hadn't SHOT THE WRONG TARGETS!!!
I was aiming at my number instead of the enemies because the instructions said "Look out for your numbers" hello miscommunication alert???
So Anga ended up getting 2nd among everyone in there, beaten by a lady sitting in the front row, and mama got and overall 3rd!!
Me and wana ended up in the top 8 though, such natural skills.
Hahahah then mama wanted to pass up Luge so me, wana and anga went while she took the skytrain back to Beach station.
I was comfortably in the lead when Wana screamed for me to wait for her and then Anga overtook me pffft Wana loser!
Hahaha it was fun though! (I KEEP SAYING FUN IM LAZY TO THINK OF SYNONYMS)
Although i've rode the skyride countless of times, it was my first time on Luge!
So after finishing 5 attractions, we went to watch Wings of time courtesy of Along.
The chill vibes there were highhh man I just love that place.
Ended the day with late dinner at Marry browns before heading home.
Needless to say it was a helluvan adventure, and I had a lot of (brace yourselves for this upcoming, original word) FUN!
Needless to say I had an amazing weekend with my loved ones.

And talking about loved ones, school is ending so soon and I can't imagine life without school!
I mean I can because my imagination is tiptop, but it's so weird to think about it.
I'm gonna miss schooling. (Not my current school, let me emphasize)

Right here right now, i'm feeling what Troy and Gabriella felt at the treehouse before they sang Right here right now.
(See what I did there hahahaa way to kill the mood!)
And yes, time, please slow down.
I would love to not grow so fast, thank you.
Life is exciting, but I also want to appreciate and cherish each stages and experiences of it.
So, let's make the most out of the remaining few weeks of prison (like 3 weeks?)
For me it's more than just working towards As, it's the end of yet another phase of education and it's the end of a place i've grown to dislike over the years.
But whatever, I still have a lit paper tomorrow!
Did I say how much I prefer exams in classrooms than in halls?
Because I do.
Alright, have an amazing week ahead!
Adeu ^^

Dream affairs

Hello!
I woke up from a nap feeling so many feels.
Hahah it's so weird slash extremely cool that I have more dreams in an hour's nap than a whole night of sleep.
Like I had 5 dreams just now and each one was so trippy AND one in particular made me experience extreme internal emotions (got external emotions also, dont ask)
In one, hornswoggle defeated tyson kidd (im very sure the prospect of that match had never once been thought of by mankind, but it just happened hahah)
And in another, a stranger who likes Britney spears said Demi was the new Britney and that she inspired her/his current hairstyle (I CANT REMEMBER THE GENDER I mean the hair and face looked like a girl's but I remember speaking to a guy)
Perhaps it was during the transition to the next dream so the figures were morphed and ey, cool.
Ahh, the beauty (or horror) of dreams.
And i'm pretty sure I was controlling the whole events in my dreams last night.
And then I got rudely awakened by a scary alarm I set prior.
Troye, thanks for waking me up with the halloweenish song.

Had an amazing day with my family yesterday!
I would have to blog separately in case this post gets too long.
Hahhaahah wait since when did I even care ;)
But still.
(Ughh fullstops are so hostile to humanity)

Anywho, last ever internal exam paper tomorrow before we (probably) face strings of mock papers and/or tests before facing the As.
And the dream-that-made-me-feel-feels makes me dread going school but whatevs.
I got a lot to work on haha let's do it.
Adeu ^^

Sometimes I look at you and sigh internally because you're so out of reach.

Breaks

Hello!
How much i've missed blogging, although it has always been a conscious decision to 'blog next time'.
September holidays are over.
Man that was a good week for me.
Any weeks away from school is good hahaha.
A few more weeks to graduation and I already miss classroom life!
Despite the endless struggles of staying awake and focused, looking around to see that everyone else is facing the same fate is just comforting.
Speaking of comforting, exams resume tomorrow and that is so not comforting.
I am so unprepared as usual (bummer) but ask me again in 2 months time I truly want to be able to say, "Bring it on."

September holidays went well although I cant really recall what I did...
I guess the highlights were bringing Chiqa to the library, lepaking at airport and a North pole reunion.
It was a good day although hazy but the wind was so windy (Hahaha.......)
Met yol at Jcube for iceskating which I always cringe at because ice skating is a very mundane activity after the first half hour passes.
But ok lah since it was with Yol and we were talking and disturbing kids that was alright.
(warning: that was not a compliment hahaha)
Then met Nelly at west coast where we played some nonsense which made us laugh so hard, I truly missed that about hanging out with them :')
What's a trip to west coast without playing the playground eh?
So we went, obviously.
In conclusion, (gah history) it was a good week albeit majorly sleep depriving.
I wasn't productive but I am happy.

To my future self,
Please take my advice and invest in your future, at least for now.
No matter how much you want to watch that Merell twins video or Miranda sings video or Super spontan All stars, (which I totally know you do) divert and grab some notes.
Effort never betrays, hopefully.
Not trying to mess your brain but you kinda got a lot of things to account for hahaha but mehh no big deal, baws.
Best of luck, and stay focused.
Be like an eagle not a crow.
Adeu ^^

Updates: What i've been up to

Hello!
In point form, cause my hand really hurts hahaha.
Besides missing the final year class and CCA phototaking, and the class picnic Ms choo planned for us, these are the things I did.

29 Aug
Spent the entire day at MBS for an audition with Wana, Mama, Chiqa, Painmat, Mak ngah and Siti, from 9.30am to 11pm.
Made a pitstop at Satay by the bay and played the fountain before resuming our activities at MBS.
Me and Ika were frustrated cause we didnt bring clothes AKA who cares we jumped right in.
And Wana tried to avoid the water by standing under the bucket needless to say both hers and Ika's phones got wet hahaha.

Also, Happy birthday Fatin xx

30 Aug
Was supposed to go for a Wedding flashmob dance rehearsal but Wana slept in till past 3pm!
Since I got ready before 2pm, I got an hour of nap and then woke up at 4 to leave for USS for NDP appreciation night.
Might I say, that was one of the best experiences ever cause i've always imagined being in USS at night and that's exactly what we did!
It was crowded, but the whole crowd is only worth one Waterworks show which means that queues for rides were short.
(I was skeptical that all rides would be open BUT THEY WERE so imagine my excitement!)
Rushed off to Puss in boots immediately since it's the newest ride and without thinking hopped on it.
It was a short ride but we enjoyed it hahaha the company really makes or breaks any outings.
I was with Wana, Eatgo and Siti which means im in great hands!
Then we went to Shrek's castle (AKA mine) and the Flying Dinosaur thingy before straight heading to Mummy (we got the front seats we wanted booyah) and then Jurassic park water thingy (wow the names)
Then they ran for Cylon while I waited at transformers' cafe.
Around 11.30pm they arrived and we ran towards Transformers ride where we screamed with exaggeration (not like we didnt do so on the other rides hahah)
We then headed to find food and Mel's diner was open so till past midnight, USS and its contents were pretty much still alive and kicking.
It was a great night truly and although we reached home a little before 2am, I only fell asleep an hour later (had school the next day, ugh)

Today (2nd Sept)
GP exam!
Was really boring as usual but the fact that tomorrow marks the start of holidays boosted my mood times a thousand!
After exams ended headed to Jcube with Naj, Li an, Mel and Fas since they planned to ice skate.
Had lunch and then started.
It was my first time and like I suspected, I actually possess a hidden talent for ice skating (if only I believed more and let it go quicker) hahaha and booyah, fall count: 0.
Which is not really a good thing because if we dont fall we dont learn... but it's ok I did great!
We all did xD
Thanks girls for letting me hold your hands hahaha.
It was a fun and torturous experience all at once because let me tell you before I started it never once occured in my mind that it would hurt our legs so bad.
But it's all good now.

Talking about hurt, my hand hurts so I shall stop!
Adeu ^^

Updates: Birthday!

Hello!
September is here.
And I have yet to blog about my birthday surprise planned by my loser sister.
So the day was great although I lacked sleep, Big time.

Let's begin in the morning.
School was boring, I didn't do all the assignments because I can.
Spent 2 hours in MOB rocking out to Demi cause I couldn't focus at all hahaha.
Naj gave me the sweetest handmade card with a lovely poem inside which I greatly appreciate!
Reading the poem makes me all fuzzy inside and (although some words are forced-fit rhymes) it shows her potential as the next woodsworth or lang leav.
So all is done, but I feel great inside, like there's a spark that just makes me feel amazing.
So went home by cab (contemplated and Amel suggested it would be a good way to treat myself) and reached home early which was good because I immediately feel asleep after a good shower!
Woke up around 5pm with Wana asking me to get ready since she already booked the Mind cafe.
So we got ready and left home (with Chiqa) around 6.30pm to go to Dhoby ghaut.
(Ok lah I admit I ruined my own surprise by checking her phone to see who she was texting hehehehe but WHO only ok not the content!)
So when she suspiciously and might I add, bad-acting-skillsly (wow my English I deserve endless applause) suddenly craved for Koi, I was keeping a lookout for the people she texted.
(And the people I suspected would come because THEY DIDNT WISH ME AT ALL THE WHOLE DAY)
Then just nice, they appeared out of nowhere and after 8 seconds of pretending to be shocked, I confessed that I already guessed it hahahaha.
82% intuition 18% confirmation by Wana's texts.
Oh yas, they were obviously STYLO and Yol!
So we headed to strictly pancakes for sweet stuff and kak faizah came!
Ate till 8.45pm and quickly rushed to Minds cafe and immediately started on Jenga, which was shortlived and I mean SHORTlived because we didn't even finish one round when it collapsed cause Chiqa knocked the table during my turn hahahaha.
Then comes Cards against humanity; where the sadistic Yana won with 7 cards, Yol with 6 and Wana with 5.
Me, sha and ika got 3 each (and I thought we were the supposed to be the more offensive ones, surprise surprise!)
And then we played a few more games but the most fun would be Likewise, where we tested our telepathic skills.
I won, obviously!
There were 2 particular rounds where the whole of STYLO put the same answers!
First was "Short person" where we all put Hornswoggle (except yol she put Upin what the even heck)
And then a Creepy fruit or something where we all put Durian (and Yol put rambutan hahaha)
We left the place around 11.30pm but I already established that the next day will be a self-declared holiday so it's ok.

And so I had the best time with them, and I greatly appreciate them coming at night, after school and work, just to spend time with me.
It's a very weird thought that there are people who are actually willing to be there with you just like you'd be there for them and it's just amazing!
Thank you Sha Ka Yan for coming despite having school the next day and Yan for skipping her CCA illegally just to be on time. (I think she did hahaha)
Thank you Yol for escaping from your Dorm even with a textbook in hand and coming even though we havent been talking for years (exaggeration)
Thank you Kak faizah for coming after your work, for tolerating and enjoying our nonsense even though I technically ditched our original plan.
Thank you to the loser Wana for planning this even though you look too loserly and acted too badly to keep it a surprise, I was still surprised afterall xD
Love all of you.
Adeu ^^

Thoughts put into words

Hello!
I have just so many things to share but I need dinner first.
In the meanwhile, I finally found a writer who managed to put my thoughts about compliments into words.
About why some compliments mean more than others, and it's not just about the person saying it.

"Don’t tell me I’m smart. I am smart, and most days I know it. On the other days, you’re poking at my already-inflamed insecurities. Plus, I’m really not sure whether you’re in a position to judge.

Don’t tell me I’m beautiful. I mean, I’ll probably like it. I’ll probably like any compliment. But whether I’m beautiful or not, my beauty is not the core of my identity. It’d be like telling someone they’re “punctual.” Sure, it’s positive, but… is that really the best trait you could think of?

If you really want a blush, compliment what I do and what I make. Tell me that it was kind and thoughtful to bring that little gift to a friend. Thank me for the thousand little things I do to keep our home a good place to live. Look at my art, read my stories, listen as I describe my code design. Tell me the portrait captures their personality. Tell me the story builds a fascinating world, that it’s beautifully written, that it taught you something (and be prepared for a long discussion). Tell me that the way I built my code was clever, especially if you can say most people don’t catch on to those tricks."

-"16 compliments you can say to someone that'll make them blush.", Thought catalog, hoK leahciM (Michael koh)

This is it.
Adeu ^^

Committed much?

Hello!
As proven, I have obviously failed to commit to the idea of a countdown HAHAHA.
I'll probably still proceed, by compiling it all in one post!

So *drumroll* it's midnight!
Meaning, it's 25th August!
Which means, it's my birthday!
And golly did I have a wonderful (understatement of the century much) surprise by my family.
Okay remember I told you guys before that i'm kinda psychic?
Well I guessed my birthday present right and my family didn't even leave any signs or clues that might make me suspicious.
I know them too well hahaha but REALLY I loveeeeee my presents!
Thank you so much I truly love and appreciate all of you.
And not to mention baby Chiqa made me approx 3 birthday cards!
All of which im bringing to school (obviously)
And she bought me perfume and some other stuff I shan't share hehehhaha.
Kidding it's like my blog of course I must share this what would my 30 year old self say when she reads this and forgets?!
So anyways she got me an Alice in wonderland film cause it was purple.
I kid you not everything in the present box is PURPLE!
I am beyond overjoyed.

Thank you Allah for letting me live another day, giving my loved ones health and always blessing us.
I pray you keep us in your guidance, and open our hearts to be better servants.
I pray you grant the people I love with health, wealth and happiness, and give them the strength to face hurdles in life.
Amin, amin ya rabbal al amin.

As for me?
I have no promises to myself except to keep trying my best, work on my weaknesses and continue spreading love and joy.
As I grow older (ehem), I find myself more wanting to give than to receive.
And I hope it's a good thing.
And I choose to do my best, for the people who matters as well as the larger socety.

And you dear blog,
For witnessing my growth since I was 14,
And -as much as I hate to admit it- being part of my 'maturing' process (which I am pretty very proud of, go me!), Thank you for being a space for me to reflect and look back on those days of reckless mistakes and ensuring I don't repeat them!
You've witnessed my development from a law abiding 14 year old to a law breaking 17 year old (which im not proud of but hey it's significant)
(Wait by law I meant school rules ok hahah not like law law)
K now this sounds uncool pfft.
Though there are days I cringe at my old posts and get tempted to delete them or send them to drafts, i'm sure glad I didn't.
It gives me a chance to revisit.
Perhaps our younger selves are indeed preserved in the pages of the diaries.
(Okay this sounds too tom riddle-ish but cool)

And today I want to avoid experiencing énouement- if this word even exists, that bittersweet feeling of finally finding out how my "teenage self" will turn out to be, but not being able to tell the past me.
Why am I talking parallel universe here hahaha.
Okay it's 1am.
I should sleep!
Adeu ^^

Turning 19: 10 days more

A countdown series; About turning 19, a pretty boring age to most. (it's like turning 11 but worse)

Hello!
Initially wanted to execute this series on instagram, but I figured since my words would be a whole lot meaningful to myself, I guess those who finds it here, finds it.

Day 10: What 19 is like to me

        The number 9 is annoying cause it signifies an end of a decade.
19 is like screaming "I'm just a kid," while wearing businessmen clothes and eating fancy food.
It's a throwback to when you were three, wearing mum's high heels but still sucking on a pacifier- only this time, the heels are really yours.
It's whispering your emotions out loud and waiting for someone, anyone at all to listen.
It's like climbing from the backseat to shift to the driver seat, without even knowing which pedal is the break and which is the accelerator.
The time in my life where I ironically, have to make great decisions that could make or break my life, all so while having the chance to experiment and explore.
So in celebration of upcoming reckless woes, wrong decisions and learning journey, I wish myself all the best.

Be back soon

Hello!
Have a post on draft, but i'm in dire need to clear my library.
Here's a photo collage of this year's adventure with friends from all walks of life.
We have the Woodlands Primary kids, Malay Cultural Society ladies, Bahas classy agents and my 13A4 classmates.
I'll update with details soon but I shall go sleep now and sort out the messy business I call school pfft
Goodnight, sweetdreams of Mysterio
(Just kidding only I can dream of him lol)
(Just kidding again)
Adeu ^^

Losers go first

Hello!
It's 3.44pm.
Omg im supposed to be getting ready now but the loser wana still is not home.
I'm considering leaving her behind... hahaha.
My feels are just too overwhelmed i'm numbed.
Eeeeeeeee I want to scream omg stop no dont stop ugh just stop nooo wont stop.
Hahahaha.
Just visualise this guys.
19 years of waiting.
19 YEARS not months not days not weeks not seconds not hours.
Me want to tear up but that is not cool.
I don't want Carlito to spit on my face.
Hahaha get it get it.
Ok I will start getting ready now then.
Wish me luck and lots of love!
I hope those who wants to go but can't go because of any reasons at all, will scream with me in your minds!
I will deliver your spirits (sounds so... creepy) in the arena.
Im reeeeeeeeeally looking forward for Kane and John cena (and probably kalisto because he looks so much like reyrey I can hear my heart breaking *cries*)
So?
What's left to do?
LET'S GO CENA!
Adeu ^^

Got the tickets!

Hello!
Holidays are more than amazing, but somehow it just feels extra good when everyone else has school and you don't.
Hehehehe.
Had lit paper just now and the questions were actually easy BUT IT'S EXACTLY THE THINGS I CONVENIENTLY (why does this word look so misspelled) DECIDED TO OVERLOOK.
Thanks universe!
No, really, thanks.
At least I learnt my lesson hahah.
Spent too much time on the poem because I always get frustrated about how I will always find new points AFTER writing the paragraphs like WHERE AM I GONNA SQUEEZE YOU IN I can't rewrite you I don't have enough time!!!
Definitely didn't do my best but i'm so over it.
Not looking forward for history paper at all because I totally forgot everything including how to write essays (thanks to me not doing homeworks at all pfft)
I hope when school reopens (as much as I DREAD it) I get to practice more.
Okay so done with school now let's move to the exciting part!
(I typed "more exciting part" but then school is not exciting at all so nope)

I got major news.
TWO DAYS TO WWE LIVE IN SINGAPORE!
Technically 1 day plus since it's already midnight but whatevs!
Can you hear me scream!?!?!
No you cant cause im not even screaming hahaha.
(Im kinda considerate to everyone who might be asleep)
So like um ahh how am I even gonna focus on things around me with that fact!!!!
Let's go Cena!
DISCLAIMER: IF ANYONE SITTING NEAR ME JOINS IN (I KNOW STUPID SG FANS WILL) THE 'CENA SUCKS' CHANT, I WILL PERSONALLY ATTACK YOU VICIOUSLY YOU WILL FORGET YOU EVER EXISTED.
okay that's all! ^^
Please do have an amazing day ahead!
Goodnight, sweetdreams
Adeu ^^

ps man that's brutal

pps finally managed to sleep yesterday!

Major rant incoming

Hello!
I got an exam in 9 hours time.
Eww.

But seriously, ever since a few days before fasting month started I haven't been sleeping the night AT ALL.
It's a norm but usually it's not this bad.
Like by the time I feel even a tad sleepy it'd be 4am and it's already time for pre-dawn meal.
And who can sleep after eating right (it's actually normal i'm just trying to make a case here HAHAHA)
So it ends up to be me sleeping after 7am, and waking up 2 to 3 hours later.
It feels so unhealthy but I just cannot fall asleep *cries but not really*
I like staying up of course but aiyoooo I really need rest.
My blog is like 70% me ranting about being unable to sleep hahhhah..... but it's true humans put yourselves in my shoes.
Actually don't you'll break them.
Hahaha.
I am hoping to catch a nap after dawn, i'd probably get a solid 5 hours sleep (if I can fall asleep)
But then again it's discounting buffer time for revision, and (oh wait I almost said breakfast hahahah) ya revision.
I can afford to wake up the latest... 11am.
But knowing me i'd probably be late so dear future me, make sure ye leave the house before 11.45am.
I'm saying too many buts.
Reveals the conflict in my head hahaha.
I don't want to end up doodling on my exam papers.
Okay, it's 4.05am now.
I should wake my family up as I have done for the past week.
Aka no alarms set because i'm here
(Hashtag reliable)
Hahaha okay have a great day ahead!
Adeu ^^

ps really hope to survive tomorrow's paper because i hate exam conditions oh the silence

pps wwe tickets soon!!!

Messy train

Hello!
I have a sudden missingness (what the heck how do I even express these emotions hahaha jk) for Rey mysterio.
We shall all cry oceanfuls knowing that he is not coming to my country next Thursday.
Not even Orton is coming like art thou kiddingth moi?!
The line up is looking pretty boring.
But why would a big successful company that made my childhood more than Barney, High-5, Powerpuff Girls and Teletubbies combined care about our happiness right.
*cries dramatically*
Hahahahaha.....
At least Cena and Kane are coming.
Even Jericho is not coming due to tough enough like art thou- okay I shalt stop using this phrase.

It's Saturday morning 12.42am and exams are coming up and I regret not doing any preparations at all.
I mean I still have 2 days...
Or 1 day since i'm booked the whole day tomorrow.
Aw shucks.
Whatevs.

I wonder if there are any humans, animals or aliens in existence who likes their voice in recordings because I really 92% don't (or should I say 'don't really' because logic)
Ok that will only make sense if your command of english is amazing like mine.
(Speaking from someone whose blog posts are filled with words that doesn't exist)
(And I keep emphasizing the word 'Yet' because those words deserve to exist)
Why am I typing in brackets again?
Now that i'm reading it back, this song (wait, what?) I mean post (I sure do not like backspacing) sounds like a Ryan Higa video.
Whatever that means.

Okay so I hope this trippy post entertained you or at least made you confused enough to realise that you're still alive and that's a good thing.
Wow I dove from surface to deep pretty fast eh.
Goodnight world, sweetdreams of cotton candy clouds.
Adeu ^^

ps be careful what you wish for

Fresher

//this post was written on 23rd june but failed to publish so imma retry//

Hello!
I have not been sleeping well at all the past week ughhh.
I'd be up till sahur and then I'll fall asleep at 7am and wake up 2 hours later and the cycle repeated x9 days.
Tonight seems like another night but i'm already used to it so...
(Internally wishes I could sleep at least for 4 hours)

So after days of contemplating I... eventually went for the first NDP combined rehearsal with fatin, wana and siti on Saturday.
I actually forgot that I joined NDP twice previously.
Once with yol and nelly and then with syuh.
Last year I went for like one training session with syuh, shasha and wana but ahahahah we all bailed!
So I truly cannot believe that I'm once again in like I already said.
This time though we're part of the core group aka required to be professional dancers *coughs*
Which is less boring in my opinion hahaha.
So um reluctantly dragged myself to rehearsals and got charged 3$ on a cab for the first time hahahah.
But all boredness (word does not exist yet) ceased to exist with the company of fatin wana and siti!
It was quite fun at the holding venue at suntec and I thank god I didn't feel hunger or thirst because I kinda missed sahur that morning.
Met all sorts of people and as usual... ok I shan't mention this here heheh.
In months to come, probably!
Like after the show is over.
Wow i'm keeping myself in suspense because this blog is a diary that I myself read all the time.
Sorry future me but you probably know what i'm talking about... right?
Kidds!
Went to surprise papa and grandpa after that in lieu of father's day!

Watched a documentary about Mount everest mannnnn I really see myself climbing it at least to base camp or something.
But i'm sure if I did that i'd probably won't turn back till I reach the summit.
Ahh ok dreams aside, exams are coming and I... boohoo.
Don't even want to talk about it.

Just realised that my friendship with Fatin has surpassed the 10 years mark like that feels too old to be true.
Well I pray it lasts cause she's like a sister to me!
Now I have to try and rest because I need loads of energy tomorrow!
Although nothing in my brain right now is sending out a "I'm tired!" signal.

Finally gotten around to watching Bahas 4pm finals on the tv.
Brings back memories from perkampungan!
Okay, I shall try not to watch any Merell twins video to help me fall asleep.
Adeu ^^

Salam ramadhan

Hello!
The holy month is here and I only have well wishes for all.
Cooked for the family today and did some spring cleaning, both with the help of my precious Chiqa.
She disappeared halfway to eat and then after that stopped working hahahaha but she still did a lot though!

Was supposed to go bowling with yol eatgo and dee yesterday, but that was postponed.
And then planned to watch jurassic park, but that got canceled.
So we had an impromptu reunion with hattrick, crashed elly's place like we always do.
Watched 'It follows' with two humans who claims they're scared to watch but hey they didn't scream so it's all good hahaha.
Watched Home and boy was it an adorable and heartwarming one.
Rihanna did great, voicing that... girl.
Hahaha who, I don't know.
Then of course we had to jam.
We might be our own little circle but it's amazing how much we've grown since our covering days 2 years ago.
Jammed till a lil after 10.30pm and then headed home.
Needless to say I reached home past midnight ughh trains.

So... i'm still contemplating on whether I should join NDP this year or not.
Toughie!
Like half of me wants to because... firstly I miss dancing and secondly hello, SG 50!
But then again I need to catch up with the steps and commit time and effort every Saturday till 9th august...
Which from past experience I know I will dread and groan everytime rehearsals come.
Arghhh!
Alright I want to do something now... hahaha at 1.36am eh.
Adeu ^^

One down, many to go

Hello!
Bahas finals is over, which is a... very bittersweet thing.
I loved being able to see my homies almost every week, they really do brighten up my life.
But it also means I can finally focus on my academics... or can I?
Hahaha.
I really appreciate holidays but I haven't gotten any rest at all for the past two weeks.
Only saturday and yesterday did I get to kick back.
Went to the SEAquarium and Wings of Time on Saturday, and lepaked at grammy's on Sunday.
Almost watched insidious but didn't (heard it's not as good as the last two but whatevs)
I still need to watch it.
And jurassic world.
I think.
Thank god for the relaxing weekend.

So like before I step into Ramadhan (in sha allah) I would like to seek forgiveness from everyone and anyone I have ever wronged, knowingly or not.
I hope this ramadhan brings blessings and hopefully we all strive to be better servants of Allah SWT.
Amin.

Have a great week ahead you alls!
Adeu ^^

Finally

Hello!
I am proud to announce that... June holidays are here!
*screams excitedly*
Which is both great and nerve-wrecking at the same time.
I got so much of catching up and revision to do this month.
It's on. (Like donkey kong)
(Sorry I had to)
(Wild child ftw)

Okay firstly let me just get this out of my system.
I don't get why Michelle Phan has ridiculous haters when all she's doing is chasing her dreams AND providing platforms to help others achieve theirs.
I feel like it's great that she can be a role model, with a humble start and favourable outcome, she lets people know that it is not impossible to achieve with hardwork, dedication, passion and most importantly, faith.
Ok, phew.

Next up, I had the best CIP with my classmates yesterday.
Started the morning pretty nice, as I reached Jurong exactly at 7.45am.
But the ONE time i'm on time, everyone else came late pffft. (And this happens again the 2nd half of the day hahah)
Went to Blue Cross Thong Kheng home for our CIP and we sure had lots of fun cleaning and interacting with the elders!
Our theme this year is Children, but our class being the unconventional little teapots they are, chose a place where we get to meet elders with child-like behaviours.
The moment we stepped in, we were greeted with someone offering us a high-five and that's just the start of a fun day!
Then some of our classmates got the honour of being beaten up by a local gangsta (hahaha just kidding it was really just a playful banter)
We started by cleaning up the dining hall and dorms while the other group did gardening.
This was really fun, especially with people voluntarily becoming portable radios while wiping tables and chairs with bleached water, and scrubbing walls and railings.
We then proceeded to the interaction part, where we split into 3 groups; 2 games and 1 magic booth.
I had a great time, although they didn't get our magic tricks at times, they still clapped and laughed along with us.
The best part was that majority of them were happy with just playing with balloons!
After a fun session, me and Amel got caught botching card tricks by Jay but then he showed and taught us an impressive card trick!
Suddenly we had an impromptu dance session and the whole class went up on stage to dance!
Some of the elderly joined in and it was a sight to behold.
One of them laughed so hard at her friend who was dancing in front, making the whole thing a lot more entertaining!
After about 5 songs, we had to wrap up as they had to head off to their lunch time.
We then waited for our pizzas (courtesy of our teachers, thank you, bless you guys!) and had lunch at the place itself.
Lunch was interesting because amidst all the pizza-in-the-face-stuffing, we were dancing and singing along to songs we all groaned about.
Literally, "Ugh I hate this song SO much... and I keep hitting repe-pe-pe-pe-pe-peat"
Hahahaha amazing.

Then we had to go for a walk we dreaded initially but ended up enjoying.
For me personally it's the company and the view that made me forget that the words 'hot' and 'tired' exists.
Although we unintentionally split up on our way to Harbourfront (I was alone haha so kudos to me) we still made it (although late) just a bit before our bus arrives!
The bus ride was interesting.
Imagine guys walking up and down passing chocolates, yasss we have our very own stewards.
Went up Mount Faber (passed by CHR's prom venue aw my feels) and started the walk!
Took lots of photos, sang loads of songs and did cheers on our own accord.
We attempted the Abbey Road photo hahahah keyword being attempted.
Once we reached the Teacher's academy, we kicked off a mean game of Captain's ball!
(No rest for us freaks)
Then we were forced to assemble and listened to speeches we couldn't even hear from the sides.
And that was it for the highlights.
But personally these were the moments that will make me sad to graduate.
I'll miss this helluva class and our nice teachers (outside of school definitely; in school they're all monsters no exception)
Honestly, I won't miss the school but I will miss my... friends?
(Friends... what are friends)
And I hope we can all succeed in life one day.
Thank you 13A3, I sayang you all ♡

Yesterday, as if the universe wants to rub it in my face, HollyWireTV released a video about top graduation songs.
Needless to say it made me a little sad but hey.
Time to break out more High school musical songs!
Alright, ditching 2 plans because people are going MIA but I don't mind because I could do with a little rest.

Looking forward to an eventful June holiday!
Adeu ^^

ps love isnt love till you give it away

Just saying

Kinda miss Jep and gang.
Kinda miss Kuala Lumpur.
Most of all, kinda miss Aura ladies.

Think twice

Hello!
Currently playing a waiting game.
I don't enjoy it but it's inevitable.
Just a thought, why do some people not realise that if you cannot make things better, don't trouble others?
The school is really proving itself to be... ugh whatevs.
I just hope whatever happens i'll stay cool.

GP exam didn't go as well as I (didn't) planned for.
Paper 1 was... weird but paper 2 was a lot better.
Less than (ok im lazy to calculate) hours to GRID and I just got a reply from my teacher asking me to come down to school in the morning (???) when it is explicitly stated on the notice that reporting time is 10am.
I do not want to comment on how ridiculous this sounds but I gotta do what I gotta do man.
But if it's a wasted trip, then all hell will break loose because I will break the walls and shiz.
Hahaha ok im kidding.
What am I doing with my life hahahaha
Adeu

How in the world

Hello!
Just a rant.
Relaxing Sunday but I am facing a pile of schoolwork.
And those excludes exam revisions.
Homeworks are such a burden man, I mean I totally get that they're probably completable (word does not exist yet) in half hour but when like 8 or 9 are due on the same busy-as-heck week, I just want to ignore them hahaha.
Ok I sound ridiculous.

But seriously though, the week ahead is gonna be both uncertain and hectic.
I'll get the school's reply tomorrow if I can miss school to join the 4 days of GRID filming.
Initially I didn't even care what the school might say (yes or no i'll still go) but I guess i've gotten into enough trouble this semester *inserts emotionless laugh*
Regardless of whatever happens tomorrow, I have a week to look forward to.
It's the start of Prelims and also the last ever CIP with my classmates.
I probably should be doing my homework and not blog but just gotta get these thoughts out of my head.

Speaking of classmates, it feels really weird that they don't actually know who I really am.
(Man i'm making this sound like i'm in some Hannah Montana shiz but honestly though)
I can safely walk out of the school saying that none of them actually knew me.
I don't really know why or how or when it happened but who cares, i'm graduating soon!
And for that, it's all good.
Adeu ^^