//this post was written on 23rd june but failed to publish so imma retry//
Hello!
I have not been sleeping well at all the past week ughhh.
I'd be up till sahur and then I'll fall asleep at 7am and wake up 2 hours later and the cycle repeated x9 days.
Tonight seems like another night but i'm already used to it so...
(Internally wishes I could sleep at least for 4 hours)
So after days of contemplating I... eventually went for the first NDP combined rehearsal with fatin, wana and siti on Saturday.
I actually forgot that I joined NDP twice previously.
Once with yol and nelly and then with syuh.
Last year I went for like one training session with syuh, shasha and wana but ahahahah we all bailed!
So I truly cannot believe that I'm once again in like I already said.
This time though we're part of the core group aka required to be professional dancers *coughs*
Which is less boring in my opinion hahaha.
So um reluctantly dragged myself to rehearsals and got charged 3$ on a cab for the first time hahahah.
But all boredness (word does not exist yet) ceased to exist with the company of fatin wana and siti!
It was quite fun at the holding venue at suntec and I thank god I didn't feel hunger or thirst because I kinda missed sahur that morning.
Met all sorts of people and as usual... ok I shan't mention this here heheh.
In months to come, probably!
Like after the show is over.
Wow i'm keeping myself in suspense because this blog is a diary that I myself read all the time.
Sorry future me but you probably know what i'm talking about... right?
Kidds!
Went to surprise papa and grandpa after that in lieu of father's day!
Watched a documentary about Mount everest mannnnn I really see myself climbing it at least to base camp or something.
But i'm sure if I did that i'd probably won't turn back till I reach the summit.
Ahh ok dreams aside, exams are coming and I... boohoo.
Don't even want to talk about it.
Just realised that my friendship with Fatin has surpassed the 10 years mark like that feels too old to be true.
Well I pray it lasts cause she's like a sister to me!
Now I have to try and rest because I need loads of energy tomorrow!
Although nothing in my brain right now is sending out a "I'm tired!" signal.
Finally gotten around to watching Bahas 4pm finals on the tv.
Brings back memories from perkampungan!
Okay, I shall try not to watch any Merell twins video to help me fall asleep.
Adeu ^^
