Saturday, August 15, 2015

Turning 19: 10 days more

A countdown series; About turning 19, a pretty boring age to most. (it's like turning 11 but worse)

Hello!
Initially wanted to execute this series on instagram, but I figured since my words would be a whole lot meaningful to myself, I guess those who finds it here, finds it.

Day 10: What 19 is like to me

        The number 9 is annoying cause it signifies an end of a decade.
19 is like screaming "I'm just a kid," while wearing businessmen clothes and eating fancy food.
It's a throwback to when you were three, wearing mum's high heels but still sucking on a pacifier- only this time, the heels are really yours.
It's whispering your emotions out loud and waiting for someone, anyone at all to listen.
It's like climbing from the backseat to shift to the driver seat, without even knowing which pedal is the break and which is the accelerator.
The time in my life where I ironically, have to make great decisions that could make or break my life, all so while having the chance to experiment and explore.
So in celebration of upcoming reckless woes, wrong decisions and learning journey, I wish myself all the best.