Had a night filled with feels.
Ah haha.
School starts tomorrow, I don't understand why they can't just start it next week.
Their eagerness to see us all again is suspicious.
Hahaha.
Whatevs, i'm definitely not looking forward for that.
I read back my old blog, this time goin further back in time.
Even though I cringe at my very... Embarassing posts, i'm very glad I kept that blog.
All the memories comes flooding back to me making me feel so nostalgic.
And apparently 14 year old me hated secondary school.
Well girl, i'm sure you wanna take back those words now xD
Pre-university life is much worse, and though it's the end of the second year, there isn't a single moment I can say I enjoyed.
Sad, huh?
If I could go back in time, i'd probably still complain about school, but what i'd do differently is not waste my time mixing with the wrong company, no matter how appealing it seems.
In the end, it really matters who we dedicate our hearts to.
Even though we say things like, "Making the wrong friends makes me realise who the real mates are" blablabla.
But the memories are not worth the hurt that comes with remembering, sadly.
Like Demi says, "Pain is more trouble than love is worth".
Sure I did have fun memories, sleepovers, outings, endless jokes and laughters.
But looking back it makes me more confused on how we loved and lost.
All of us went through changes and i'm happy to see us all grow into better people.
Even though a part of me regrets ending some friendships, I knew I made the right choice then, and I am still sure of it now.
There are days, ofcourse I wished I still have a group of girlfriends with me, making impromptu plans, crashing each others' place like it's our own, talking on the phone till late at night, complaining about school to each other, and just have each other's back.
But i'm sure there's a reason why these friendships don't last despite the effort put in.
And I regret not one bit.
I got a lot of things I haven't gotten closure for, and I have no idea how to ask for it.
Considering the fact that almost 3 years had gone by.
But I hope the closure comes, still.
No matter how long and tedious it might be.
Just thank you guys for making my secondary school life so impactful and well... Nice.
I appreciate all of you and I am sure the memories will stay with me for life.
Okay, emoness gone.
This sunday, SLFC tour at johor!
I gotta see number 8 score okay?!
The last time I saw him play he was pretty impressive so i'm looking forward to seeing him play again.
Though this time Johan is not coming...ugh.
Goodluck my hero, i'm sure you'll be the best one in the pitch, as usual ;)
And guys I truly miss rey mysterio I cannot put it into words I just... Haiseh
Besides that, nothing interesting other than an impromptu plan with wana on monday.
Who cares if she has plans with her friends, I come first.
No more worries about who to ask along cause she is forced to.
Had a makeover and floated around.
Fun night!
Alright, I have not been feeling sleepy since the weekends, quite worrying.
But I still sleep though, the difference is I fall asleep at 9am and wake up at 11am.
Or 2pm.
Depends on my body alarm.
I think i'm gonna regret not appreciating the break by resting...
Once school starts i'm pretty sure i'll curse myself xD
Ok what am I, a witch?
Bleargh.
Okay it's 8.08am and I'll... Try not to fall asleep.
Adeu ^^