Friday, September 12, 2014

Realization

Hello!
You know, for a personal blog of an eighteen year old human, my blog is pretty mundane, lack of emotions and idk... Childish?
Well i'm not gonna define myself though.
I'm not gonna stand and argue that i'm maturer than you think (warning: not a word) cause that's so immature.
Hahaha see what i did there?
Ok trust me i'm not like this in real life.
(I actually am) (hahaha) (but I love myself)
Ok if you're confused on why I am even talking about this, don't worry we're on the same boat.
I guess after reading the blog of someone I know, (this sentence is gramatically awkward but not incorrect I think) I start to see her in a different light.
She is usually very laid back and seemingly uncaring but just like me and most people out there, she does care.
Probably just doesn't know how to show it, or choose not to.
For me personally i've been labelled as 'ignorant' and 'selfish' just because I seem to not care but honestly, I do and I thought I showed it enough (but apparently not, bleargh)

Anyway, all nonsense aside, i'm feeling this holiday!
Having so much fun with my family yet able to spend some quality time revising.
Before the dreaded A levels come, I shall enjoy as much as I can.
Ahahaha jk you know life is the same with or without exams.

On Monday afternoon I fell asleep only to be woken up by my sisters asking me to get ready to go to Sentosa.
Ahh, impromptu plans are the bomb!
Went to watch Wings of time (previously Song of the Sea) and I think i'd be forever amazed.
It was great and a group of arab-caucasian family sat beside us and the baby was so cute.
And then we strolled along palawan beach just to see street buskers performing.
There was a violinist player and the audience were sitting in a reclined chair agghhh so relaxing.
And there was a jazz band playing nearby too.
The atmosphere felt...perfect.
Night skies, windy, by the beach, soft music playing.
Ahh, if only Efron was there with me.
Hahahaha im totally kidding.
Family is the best company.
And then we headed back to the beach station to watch this amazing stunt duo from Canada called Le Dudes
They were amazing!
It made me really want to watch all the other buskers!
The festival ends this week though, but i'm gonna squeeze time for it!
Anyone wanna come with?
Leggo!

Anyway, superlawak fc is playing in johor on the 28th september, so i'll probably see the Jep.
And Anugerah Lawak Warna is set to be on 19th september.
I hate this cause they're making me choose between Zizan, Johan and Jep.
Like are you guys serious right now?!
So I chose not to vote.
Actually I did, once.
I voted for (this is not a presidential election thus I do not have to keep my votes private) Jihan (duh), Sketsa spontan Johara, and.... *drumrolls*
Jep.
Gah tugging on my guilt strings (is there such a thing? Well I think there should be)

Might be going to marina barrage tomorrow, or vivo city.
If it's the latter it means that I get to go to sentosa again!
Alright, I should probably go to sleep.

But before that, let me spend a minute to pray for the health of the people I love.
Dear god, you are the most merciful, so forgive us all for our wrongdoings.
Strengthen our hearts and minds to overcome any challenges you give us.
I pray you grant us with your blessings and protect us from harm.
Amin, amin ya rabbal al'amin.
Adeu ^^
Ps If I pass my AOI essay, thank you Shirley.

Pps If not, still, thank you Shirley.