Today was just not the best.
I blame it on myself for leaving the house after an all nighter, which made me super lethargic.
But I needed the morning sun and air so wha-heck.
Went to accompany mama for Chiqa's appointment at KK.
Though I missed the bus stop but luckily transit nearby was easy.
Omg...the therapy room has like mats and gymnastics equipments I couldn't help myself.
It was so much fun in there xD
I balanced on a cylinder lying by its side and on a ball.
Ok did I really have to say that.
Ahh, wha-heck, for memory sake xD
And had an appeasing breakfast!
Though I was pretty annoyed with the bus home for taking so long to come, i got to sleep at Chiqa's school for a while lol.
*sings* Gratitudeeee!
I'm feeling quite unmotivated right now.
Quite very.
Ahaha.
It's my last two papers tomorrow but I am...
Ahh forget it.
I just came across this blog post where this girl was raving about how lucky she was to have friends to help her survive school.
They're there for her to find comfort in, they're there to fight the battle together.
And then she mentions that loneliness is a dangerous place to be.
And I totally agree.
Too much time spent alone might trigger more negative than positive thoughts, and in the long run might influence your mindset and actions.
And anyway everyone needs a support system, be it family, pets, your online life or friends.
Just remember, always try to put in effort to be inclusive.
Try not to let someone stay alone especially when you have the means to include.
Most of the time people don't choose to be lonely.
I mean ofcourse some people have those days and others just prefer being alone.
But it's always nice to try!
The outcome of each day depends on you.
Your reaction to things, your mindset, your spirit.
If my day today was represented in a graph, the line would not be totally stagnant, why?
Because I keep a constant effort to pick myself up.
Be grateful for the simplest things and really, sometimes, it's not a loss to overlook others' mistakes and shortcomings.
Everyone on earth fights battles, it's just the level of extremity that differs.
We're all given the same weapons; our heart, mind and soul.
Depending on how wisely we use it, we all triumph daily.
This is why sometimes I truly don't understand why people treat strangers so differently than how they would treat their friends.
I mean regarding general things like...
Okay imagine a stranger knocks into you in the bus, you're bound to feel annoyed and mad at how
But if it turns out that your friend was the person, you'd most probably shrug it off and move on.
Why?
You really think the people you don't know go around with the intention of 'Knocking down atleast 3 people today'?
No they don't.
Which leads to another point; WHY the heck is "I forgot" such a punishable excuse?
Hello, humans are humans.
We err, we forget.
I don't think anyone walks into class purposefully 'forgetting' to do their homeworks when they know they're gonna get into trouble for that.
It's probably because this excuse is used too conveniently, but still it doesn't make sense to punish someone for forgetting.
Don't even try to talk about responsibility and shit cause I have totally considered that but like I said, forgetting is a genuine mistake
Okay, whatever.
I feel so sleep deprived (ok I should stop complaining) (Wait it is my blog I made this to complain here) (ok fine)
But I can't afford to sleep tonight.
There's a...friendly looking pile of notes waiting for me to flip through and memorize.
Sometimes I wished I was spongebob so I can just absorb the information and squeeze them out during exams.
Of course that'd look weird but it's worth the good grade.
Hahaha.
Alright, I gotta get down and dirty with people who are fighting for independence from 1876, (that was a random year) and William Shakespeare.
Okay then, it's 10.37pm I shall not push my luck any further.
Adeu ^^
ps Get well soon mama