And I realise I wished I never stopped dancing
I think I do really enjoy it; literally my first professional art form
I just don't like the community lol mostly so toxic and political for no reason at all
But yesterday, being around passionate professionals all working together to create a show made me feel homesick for earl (who simultaneously was having a soundcheck for a gig)
I wished I was doing this but with my band instead
Anyways last night was tough but whateva
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19.39pm
So funny to be confused over a decision that isn't even mine to make