Monday, October 14, 2024

01.03am

Long day ahead
Calltime at 750am

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14.13pm

I dont understand people who hold onto unnecessary pain and exercises no transparency in communication
Like life is such a lollygag it's so fleeting and unserious
Just talk like a person
If yes then yes if no then no 
Grey areas are troublesome
Sometimes stoicism is a good guiding principle lol
(This is regarding interaction outside ourselves)

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19.10pm

So unlike my heart
My brain is getting kinda frustrated at how quiet it has been 
Quiet but deafening
I hear so many things but also nothing
It's never been so indecisive before
Stop okay im being gracious 

Had a long day, I feel like my insides are so occupied that I can't feel my physical tiredness at all
I just know once I sort out my insides the physical part will catch up hahaa but it is okay we are troopers in here
Got 3 hours of sleep yesterday but I dont even feel tired 
Good I guess, maybe a chance of me sleeping early even though tomorrow's calltime is not early