My brain is like It's ok let it go we are fine it's done
Which is true
But I AM still SAD, almost 15 years of record wiped out from my access- even my video recommedations are skewed now
I dont want to think about it but I use youtube so often and everytime I open the app I get reminded
Not to mention google is so rich but dont have manpower and avenue for this so bodoh when I know they obviously have the records still
Cries why you so mean to me world when i was just trying to be nice
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06.41am
The universe way of supporting me is recommending zen buddhism art of letting things happen videos pfft I also know
Not helping
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07.47am
Times like these im glad my nihilistic side is accessible