If there was still an inkling of love remained in my heart, I will sink the remaining fragments, buried deeper within me forever
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06.18am
Yesterday I fell asleep at 9am and okay guess it makes sense cause I napped from 10pm-12am
But I didnt nap today yet and if somehow im not sleepy again by 730am, im bringing myself out okaY for fresh air and breakfast let's do it
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07.29am
Honestly though I appreciate that sleep is important and I love how recharged it makes you sometimes but I still dont really like it???
The process of falling asleep, the BEING asleep (aka wasting hours and hours of my day) and the waking up not even remembering how I fell asleep
The only fun part is the fun dreams I get and the not having to think and be conscious
And of course the rest my physical body needs and gets
But otherwise??? Sis I do not enjoy it and never have and can never relate to humans who loves sleeping (like I understand but I could never)
Also yes it's 730 and I did get up but dont have the motivation to get ready so I might just you know go out later instead
Love mornings though
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07.48am
Just ate two chocochips cookies and sippin on iced coffee and ive always wanted to do gymnastics as a child but never got the chance/time to
I dont think it's ever too late to pick up acrobats I want to do aerial stunts okay
My body will be so in shock but ok we want to be reyrey a high flyer we gotta
Spoiler alert: since i stopped dancing for 3 years during my formative years in MI, i literally cant even touch my toes it's appaling how nonsensical
Shows how important consistency is cus all the 13 years of work before that got wiped out just by 3 years of non-movements
!!!!!!
K bye lemme enjoy iced coffee and escape the night
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12.33pm
Worst night of unsleep yet but good thing is im awake more
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17.39pm
How I managed to not leave the home is astounding