Today I thank my heart:
I don't know what hearts are made of
I dont know if you were gifted to me wholly by the universe, or you came as a blank slate I had to fill in
Perhaps it's a bit of both (perhaps that's what souls are)- you were given to me equipped with your own personality and pluses and minuses but I choose what happens to you
Is that it, is a heart its own life like we are our own?
Either way,
Tonight im writing to appreciate you
Least I can do is act the way you would act
Give in, be thoughtful, never prideful.
And honestly, i'd never had appreciated you until I realise how different everyone's hearts are
This is probably why we say "Sampai hati" when someone does something bad- "how could your heart bear to, (because mine would never)"
And why we say "Bless your heart" when someone is kind; because mine didn't tell me to do what you just did
Im rambling. It's 2am
I get to finally work from home today and im beyond elated
May Allah heal all those who are troubled, and protect us all
Here's to a true friYay because no office day
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22.51pm
If anything, I do it for me
I stop hoping for kindness and give myself it
Wished I went to the beach today but I slept the day away literally only left the room to get food wew hibernaty
At least today wasnt a freezing cold day and I no longer have to deal with fevers